what's depressing you at the moment?

I waved in a meek but nice way at my roommate and he did a mocking wave back

I got triggered by something and now my mood is off. Avoidance is best.

That I'm having difficulty sleeping.

The uncertainty of the future.
Also I wish I had more energy.

I wish my h was compatible, my mother was nice, my sister hadn’t turned on me and written me off, my son hadn’t abandoned me. I wish I knew if I have all this difficulty with these interpersonal relationships because I have a disorder or they are just extremely difficult people to try to have relationships with. So...what’s depressing me is my several close relationships that have crashed and burned and my confusion regarding my mental health diagnosis.

I received some really bad news yesterday. It has me very upset. I keep ruminating about it. I don't know how to let it go. I'm having a hard time sleeping. I feel isolated and like there's no one I can talk to. It's the weekend, so I don't even have my online therapist to help me.

Everything. I tried to be positive. I even keep a positivity journal. Nothing works. I'm still the same whiny person.
I had an online class today. My teacher is very cheerful and positive. Why can't I be like him.

everything --- just everything! not trying to be over-dramatic here. but if you would've seen me lately, you'd totally get it

I had to throw away half a packet of biscuits today because they went soft

shame. and such a waste..

Having to deal with housework and the litter boxes. I'm not motivated today. I had a difficult week.

My cat won't shut up! I can't do anything for her. I've taken her to the vet numerous times. They keep giving me pills to give her but she won't take them. I may just have to surrender her to the animal shelter.

I have a chronic condition (other than depression) that I can't find a medicine for and it's very discouraging. All I want to do is sleep.

Having to wait on maintenance to show up, my cat crying, having to clean the litter box over and over again, needing to cook, feeling like ****, being irritated, not getting support and my therapist getting on my nerves.

just the fact that today has been utterrly wasted and an utter waste of time

Too many chores and not the energy or motivation to do them.

just another dark gloomy day..

90 minits to put some clothes on

****ing stupid

Feeling stressed.

My son never contacts me. I’m so tormented by this awful feeling of emotional abandonment, I am going to tell him how I feel. What compromise or understanding can we achieve? I do not want it to become anything even more negative and estranged. I do not want to let the conversation give me a panic attack and it take a turn for the worst.

the weekend is almost over and I've done absolutely nothing with my time

no wonder I don't have any friends... nothing to offer

I've been crying. I feel sad on the inside like I can't deal with normal day-to-day things. I feel disappointed in myself. And my cat has been crying. That makes it worse. I do my best to take care of him. He's constantly eating. There's food everywhere, but he will only eat out of HIS bowl. And the other cat eats out of his bowl too.

Sending Hugs to everyone guys!

I have an appointment today. I don't want to go but I have to. I made a commitment. If I don't show, this doctor will dismiss me. I've already had 2 doctors dismiss me because I canceled. People are really hateful. I'm not going because I need healing, I'm going because I said I would. I don't think I'll get any help today. I'll just take care of it and quit scheduling more appointments.

state of my body

having one of those days where I just hate everything about it

ugg the uglyness!

Everything is depressing me at the moment. I don't know what to do with myself, my cat is pestering me, I feel alone and I'm bored.