[hidesad]

Just can’t seem to get myself happy about anything. I’m a fraud in the world. Smiling and talking when I have to be but in reality I can care less. Been able in the past to get myself on track but something feels different time.

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[Brokenpeaces3]

Your not a fraud
Opening up your true feelings makes you more real than most.
I feel your pain. Broken & always alone
Im not as strong as i was in past

[regretful]

It's tough...I've been in and out of depression a few times in my life...teetering on its precipice again, presently. What I've learned in my years with this is that depression really does pass, as does that feeling of being a fraud. I wish you well in your struggle with this invisible demon.

[MickeyCheeky]

So Sorry things are being hard so much! Please Do not give up! Hugs. i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters about not thinking that you're a fraud honestly also. Pretending to be Ok is unfortunately something that many are almost forced to do since the alternative would be fighting all the time or being judged by someone. i am not sure about your own situation but i think some people can relate at least. i can relate to some of the things you wrote also and i don't think i am the only one either. i Hope you're taking care of yourself by at least seeing a therapist and maybe a Pdoc. Please Do take all necessary steps to improve. Love. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @hidesad, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!