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Is there any hope for me? Will I be able to get out of here ever??
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I will keep praying for you and said one when I saw this. It is not a perfect solution, but sometimes when it gets to be too overwhelming (and I am not in as bad of a situation so I cannot image how hard it is ), I detach partially in my mind and try to focus on work and distractions. I hope you can find strategies that help you hang on to your hope and sanity.
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#24
Life is sometimes too much!! It can be too cruel, so much so that nothing seems worthwhile. But we have to keep trying, in spite of all of that! Why? Because we know, deep within ourselves, that's the right way to go. I wish you, & all sufferers, a safe way out!!
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#25
Do I tell myself ... stay strong and hang in there, this too shall pass...there is always hope??
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Every day is a struggle. It is getting impossible to get out of bed and do stuff. My head feels so light and my whole body feels so heavy. Seems like I've had a power shutdown in my brain. Im frustrated and hopeless.
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#29
Feeling suicidal today. Feeling defeated and hopeless. I have been waiting since the end of 2018 to get out of India....my future looks all black.
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i am here if you Need to talk.
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#31
I am still praying for you MimiBhaduri. IMO things are changing in this world. Maybe something will change for the better for you. Please hang on!
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They are torturing me every moment yes remotely using technology, but still it hurts. They are hurting me physically and cutting down the oxygen supply to my brain and lungs, I am not able to breathe properly and getting too low on energy to get out of bed and do stuff. i am in too much physical pain and too depressed, getting panic attacks and suicidal. I am living in hell every moment. I cannot go on any more.
I pray to God that help arrives soon and I can get out of India away from these terrorists to somewhere where I can be safe and happy. |
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sending my love...it is so sad to see you suffering
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#37
Y'day ended in my doing deliberate self-harm. I really wish to die. I cannot go on any more. Looks like the usa goverent abandoned me.
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#38
God blesses the broken hearted (that is the name of one of my threads in the social group forum areas). I once wanted to harm myself but now I realize that only God decides when we are born and when we die. Maybe he will grant your wish but maybe he still has something else in store for you. Continue to call out to him and He will help. I will continue to pray for you.
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#40
mimi is there anybody that you can talk with...
THAT YOU TRUST... |
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