Feeling hopeless and lost

Yes, there can be Hope in my opinion! Please do not give up. Do try your best always. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @MimiBhaduri0, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!

Every day is a struggle. It is getting impossible to get out of bed and do stuff. My head feels so light and my whole body feels so heavy. Seems like I've had a power shutdown in my brain. Im frustrated and hopeless.

Feeling suicidal today. Feeling defeated and hopeless. I have been waiting since the end of 2018 to get out of India....my future looks all black.

i am here if you Need to talk.

I am still praying for you MimiBhaduri. IMO things are changing in this world. Maybe something will change for the better for you. Please hang on!

Thank you.

Thank you.

They are torturing me every moment yes remotely using technology, but still it hurts. They are hurting me physically and cutting down the oxygen supply to my brain and lungs, I am not able to breathe properly and getting too low on energy to get out of bed and do stuff. i am in too much physical pain and too depressed, getting panic attacks and suicidal. I am living in hell every moment. I cannot go on any more.

I pray to God that help arrives soon and I can get out of India away from these terrorists to somewhere where I can be safe and happy.

sending my love...it is so sad to see you suffering

Thanks little turtle.
I will not survive if I am in India for long.

Y'day ended in my doing deliberate self-harm. I really wish to die. I cannot go on any more. Looks like the usa goverent abandoned me.
God please take me to you. Amen.

God blesses the broken hearted (that is the name of one of my threads in the social group forum areas). I once wanted to harm myself but now I realize that only God decides when we are born and when we die. Maybe he will grant your wish but maybe he still has something else in store for you. Continue to call out to him and He will help. I will continue to pray for you.

Thank you.

mimi is there anybody that you can talk with...
THAT YOU TRUST...

Please do not harm yourself! God Absolutely Loves Us All!

No one in India. I have an internet friend from Greece who is a doctor like you. He helps me sometimes, but he cannot stop the pain and suffering. For that I need to get out of India.

The uncertainty of the future gets me restless....it is agonizing

I am very depressed and too low on energy. I wish I had a little bit more energy and motivation. Can't get out of bed. So much needs to be done but the lack of energy and apathy/loss of interest in anything are holding me down.

I can't go on any more...

Things must be really bad for you to feel this way. Do you have anyone you can talk to safely? Do you have access to any kind of mental health services? IMO, if we are in traumatic circumstances for a long time, we can end up needing and accepting help to get out of it. I hope and pray there is somewhere you can get help.

There is no one I can talk to, there is nowhere I can go for help, mental health services are inadequate here. I do see a pdoc but bc of the lockdown restrictions currently I can only go to the ER or see a doctor when I have covid. But even when I will be able to see the pdoc I am almost certain he won't be able to help me much...he may ignore my problems and think I am delusional and making up the whole thing and prescribe me a higher dosage of the anti-psychotic which will make me more depressed.

I overdosed on psych meds, but still sUrvived i was unconscious for one whole day. I was very,very depressed.

I pray that the us officials approve my going out to usa soon. Under the current circumstances I cannot adjust in India at all.

Dear @MimiBhaduri0, I wish so very much that you could get away from there!! And we are praying for you!! PLEASE don't give up!! The world is so much bigger than where you are. Maybe you can go to an easier place to get to for the time being & then gradually make your way to where you need to be. God bless you, Mimi!!

Still alive but living in hell every day
Still no word from the usa government.

Depressed, too low on energy, in physical pain, getting panic attacks and anxious about the future.

There are times when I feel terribly lonely and restless and panicky and that I can't go on any more.

I badly need to get out of here. Someone please help me.