[turquoisesea]

I haven't posted here in a while. I might not be on here much anymore. I honestly don't know what to post here anymore. But I'd like to thank everyone who has been supporting me here, and I also want to wish everyone, especially the people who have helped me...

I might be back soon you never know, but right now I'll just have to try ignoring things like this... and spending as little time with this as possible. It's unhealthy for me to dwell, I think, and although I probably should face my emotions much better than I am now, I think one main cause for more excessive sadness, would be that I was forced to face them, I know that's not the cause, but I also know it made things worse. It feels a step back in a way to try to ignore these things, and to try to become more closed off from being more open. At the same time I will try to get out more with friends, to open up in different ways in the hope that I can get better in some way...

I wish everyone the best of luck with all things, and thank you for everything.

[Cyran0]

turq, sorry to hear you're leaving and I hope you'll change your mind.

I hear what you're saying regarding the dwelling on your problems front. It's important to strike a balance. Nobody can work on being well all the time because to do that means you stop living. You have to be able to just be most of the time and PC can make that difficult if you're not careful.

So, balance. Do go out more with friends. Do engage your life. But I think you can do that without shutting yourself down and throwing away your progress. You just need to be able to strike a better balance. I try to make a point of NOT dealing with my problems for chunks of time or my problems and this healing process becomes a trap in itself.

Whatever you decide to do, be well, be safe, and good luck to you.

Cyran0