I am sad

The way I deal with life chalenges. I have too much difficulty dealing with life on my own.
Everything seems hard and impossible to do on my own.
Asking for favors is horrible, makes me feel I am being a burden and I not giving others a choice, but to put up with me.
I dont feel safe, I feel hate and blame are coming after me at every corner.

I dont understand how much value can I have to society if I am allways hidding from responsability.
I hide for people, I can't stand being a burden and thats what I dread soon ir latter.

I dont feel I am a valusble member to society.

I am sorry Mulan.

I hear you. But you need to not hide from responsibility because it only makes things worse.

Can you talk to a counselor? Try to find some people who might be understanding. I know it's uncomfortable to ask for help but there is no shame in it. Some people really are understanding and others are not.

:grouphugs: You are a valuable member of society. I know you don't feel it right now. It takes time and experience for you to feel comfortable in your environment. Show some love and compassion for yourself.

Can you provide more details, so I can get an idea what you're going through?

Were you given some important tasks and responsibilities that you aren't comfortable with?

I'm sorry you are feeling so down. But I understand the feelings you describe. I feel pretty-much the same. From my perspective, I'm just taking up space. I hope that, in some way, you will be able to find a path to greater self-esteem. Best wishes...