[darkfeary]

My life has been hellish suffocating suffering and torture for the past 22 years. Nothing improves. Ever. No matter how hard I try, what meds I take, what treatments I am given. NOTHING. What to do when everything fails all the time. And I cannot even ever sleep to escape it all. Noooo peace. 24/7 dread and sadness. 😭😔

[astoldbyginger]

Darkfeary, it sounds like you could one day tell a heck of a life story that will touch and change the lives of so many!

Some of the most inspiring, impactful people have the toughest life stories .. but I think it's because they endure so much that everyone who encounters them can then relate to atleast a small/ big part of their story. One day you could be helping others overcome their own struggles, if that's something you want!

In a meantime, I think taking things day by day, putting one foot in front the other, prayer, meditation, professional help, small steps in a new direction.. are good places to start. After years, you'll look back and marvel at how far you've come.