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#201
[QUOTE=will19;7272684]This day is only halfway over now and it hasn't started off well. Last night my friend didn't call me like he always does. I was hesitant to call him because I thought that he'd be busy with something. That's usually the reason why he doesn't call. He called this morning and said that he didn't feel well last night. He didn't sound too good when I spoke him this morning. It sounds like it's possible it could be the flu or something like that. He said that he had some chills last night.
As for me this morning, there's some kind of mysterious light red-colored mark on my skin in the chest area that I discovered. I don't know what it is. It's not sore, not scabby, not painful, and no bump with it. I think I've had something like that before and it would go away. But it was upsetting to see. [QUOTE] There's been some improvements this morning from yesterday. The red spot on my chest has gone away, so that's a relief. I called my friend this morning and he said that his cold has improved. He sounded better than yesterday. However, he said that his heart was beating rapidly for no reason this morning, he can't feel the carotid arteries beating, and is feeling wonky for a reason other than a cold. He's thinking he might go to either his doctor or ER. |
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[QUOTE=will19;7272944][QUOTE=will19;7272684]This day is only halfway over now and it hasn't started off well. Last night my friend didn't call me like he always does. I was hesitant to call him because I thought that he'd be busy with something. That's usually the reason why he doesn't call. He called this morning and said that he didn't feel well last night. He didn't sound too good when I spoke him this morning. It sounds like it's possible it could be the flu or something like that. He said that he had some chills last night.
As for me this morning, there's some kind of mysterious light red-colored mark on my skin in the chest area that I discovered. I don't know what it is. It's not sore, not scabby, not painful, and no bump with it. I think I've had something like that before and it would go away. But it was upsetting to see. Quote:
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#204
I been feeling really awful lately because of my depression.
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#205
Today has been a pretty good day. I did the laundry, but after that I did little projects that worked out better than I thought it would. I took a two-hour bike ride today and it's the first time I've done it in quite a while.
My friend called me last night and sounded very good. I think he's fully recovered. It seemed rather quick and like a miracle. |
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__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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Lately I've been thinking of the line from the movie 13 Going On 30 "thirty, flirty, and thriving." I have no desire for the middle part but I do hope I am able to improve my life in my 30's or before. I actually said that line in the movie on repeat in my head right before I took an 11AM nap today.
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#209
I have been feeling really emotional today even though it was a cloudy cold and rainy today. I kept myself busy rearranging the dining room.
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#210
Yesterday was a weird day for me. It seemed like a different kind of day than usual. My friend is OK but it seems like he and I are arguing a lot. This morning I did the cleaning. I felt like my speed in doing it increased a bit because I finished sooner than I thought I would. Nothing much after the cleaning.
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#211
Very sad. Fulfilled some small goals. Very difficult lately, but keep trying.
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#212
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#214
Not much of a day today. This morning I did little odds and ends work. It was kind of nice doing it and I had some music playing, but unfortunately it was noisy outside of my place for two hours, so that ruined it for me. Nothing much else for the rest of the day.
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I been feeling really down lately.
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#216
I've been meaning to put air in my truck's tires, as a couple of them are under-inflated, but I keep putting it off. I was going to do it this weekend, but every day I told myself I'd do it tomorrow. But now it's Sunday night. I guess I'll do it this week before work one day.
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#218
I been trying to keep myself busy as a distraction to my hurt feelings and depression.
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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#219
I was down all day - no interest in doing anything constructive . . . still in my pajamas. Not really sad. Just sick of making an effort.
My bleeding ulcer was under good control, and I had fully recovered from severe anemia. I was so glad to be in good shape, anticipating the holiday season. Then I started throwing up blood last week and went to the ER . . . for the 5th time since May. The stomach ulcer had opened up. I'm now anemic again. I have to go for endoscopy . . . again. I'm so disappointed. I do realize this is not like having cancer, or heart disease, or a stroke. People go through way worse health issues than I'm having. But I'm just sick of it . . . partly because I am alone and have to hire someone to drive me to get this procedure. |
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#220
Felt pretty down this morning...harder than normal to get out of bed...was late for work but didn't care, improved over the rest of the day though and am now feeling a bit better.
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