[Forest92]

I have lived in Massachusetts for my entire life and I have been treated terribly here. I have been abandoned and left to suffer by people who were supposed to help me. This state is supposed to have one of the best healthcare systems in the country but that is nothing but a lie. I have been to therapy, taken medication, been to urgent cares, been to doctors offices, crisis centers, and the emergency room but none of them helped me. I have realized that none of them are ever going to help me. They don't care about me and they want me to suffer. I have been suffering from physical and mental conditions for years and no matter how articulate or elaborate I am they just don't care. I don't think anyone ever cared about me. All these people do is lie. Even my family has abandoned me to deal with these serious medical issues by myself. There is no help or support for me and there never has been. That's why the only conclusion I can come to is that all these people are cruel and sadistic and they want me to be in pain. Otherwise they wouldn't have abandoned me for and left me to deal with these issues myself. I used to believe that people loved and cared about me but my worsening health just shows that isn't true. I feel beyond disappointed in all of these people. I am exhausted and my heart is broken. But nothing matters. Everything I say gets ignored and I am treated like trash by those who are supposed to help me. Everyday I wish that someone would actually help me but that never happens.

[Yaowen]

I am so very, very sorry that you have been and still are being treated so heartlessly and coldly by others. How awful!

None of us here are psychologists or anything like that but we try to offer each other compassion and understanding, encouragement and consolation. In my time on these Forums I have met many warmhearted and caring people. Sometimes it is only people going through the same or similar tragedies who are able to be really understanding.

Those who are not burdened with mental illness, physical illness and misfortune just don't seem to get it. And it is a cold, cold world when there is no love in it. Hopefully you will find this site a refuge for you and a place where you can be yourself and be treasured. Please lean on us whenever you are feel low or are distressed. You should not be isolated and alone with your pain.

I am very pleased and honored to meet you and will read whatever you post here. Just wish I knew what to do or say to ease your terrible pain!

[Forest92]

There is no help for me. They took away my food stamps knowing how much that would hurt me but they don't care. Nobody cares about anything I say. Not my family or any medical "professionals". They are uncaring and cold people who want me to suffer. That's the only conclusion I can come to after being allowed to suffer for years and never being given any help

[Forest92]

I am very upset and disappointed. I called the behavioral health hotline for help and all they have done is manipulate and deceive me. They don't listen to anything I say and they don't care about me. I am never asking them for help again. I am also very disappointed in the DTA. They chose to take away my benefits despite knowing how much that would hurt me. I have explained my situation and condition multiple times but they don't listen. They are discriminating against me because I don't have a doctor so they think that makes it right to take away my benefits when I have been suffering from major depression for years. I constantly have to deal with these uncaring and cruel people and it makes me even more depressed.

[TheGal]

Can you hire a lawyer or get one who will take your case pro bono?

[Forest92]

I will never go to any hospital or any building associated with lahey, lowell general, or emerson hospital. I was treated terribly at all three of these places and I will never go back to any of them again or any place that is associated with them. I am beyond disappointed and upset. There are no words to describe how hurt I am.

[Forest92]

I have figured out what's going on here. What's happening is that people that I've interacted with and asked for help truly want me to be in pain and they want me to suffer. That is why they have left me to suffer for years, neglecting me and ignoring everything I say. The truth is that nobody actually cares about me and they want me to not be around anymore. They have suppressed me so many times it's not even funny how manipulative and deceitful all these people are. I have asked for help so many times only to be ignored. The medical system is nonextistent for me because nobody in it has ever even tried to help me. This state is a terrible place for men to live who actually care about this country. They suppress us at every opportunity and diminish every one of our thoughts and feelings

[Forest92]

I have given up on everything in my life because I constantly surrounded by and interacting with terrible people. There is no point to doing anything anymore. Everything is pointless because of these people. They invalidate and disregard every thing you do and say. I wish I never asked any of these people for help all they have done is make my life worse and my health issues worse as well. Thanks for doing nothing and letting my condition get worse