2 1/2 years of hell; still not over

I moved out of state in December 2019. Was pretty happy and satisfied with things.
When I moved, things just fell apart, slowly. The number of major life changes I have gone through would blow you away. Example; leaving good job, moving, leaving great friends, having to sell the old house, look for and buy a new house, job hunt, start a new job, laid off a year later, put my dog to sleep, moved 4 times, soon to be ex spouse verbally and emotionally abused me all the decades in the marriage, it escalated a few months ago, I called him on it and he presented me with a divorce "package" he came up with, heaven help me if I challenge it and put forth my own ideas, kicked out of the house and told I could always go to a hotel and now, since the separation, my kids pretty much ghosted me. No communication unless I initiate it (which I'm not doing anymore), no asking how I'm doing in all this, and, my in-laws who said they loved me and considered me a true family member has jettisoned me out of the picture. No communication, no checking in to see how I'm doing...nothing. 30 years of a family relationship gone in a flash.
So, I'm having a hell of a time wondering why I'm worth anything. Why I'm worthy of existing at all. As evidenced by family treatment, I could literally vanish forever and no one would even notice I'm not there.
Thanks for letting me vent guys.

Thanks for sharing your struggle. Hopefully being here on MSF can be of some comfort and support as you strive to put your life back together. Best wishes...

Hoping things are going better for you.