[bubbles00]

To preface I’m not necessarily depressed rn but just wanted to get this off my chest

Something happened today which made me realize that I barely function as a human. When I eat I eat very little but enough to function. When I cook I cook the most basic thing and been eating the same thing for the past 3 months but it’s fine for me to function. When I sleep, I sleep a lot more than what is normal. When I work I get a job that’s meaningless but enough for me to say I’m not unemployed. When I get paid I get enough just for me to get by. When I work the tasks I do are not phenomenal but just “fine”.

I suck at doing humanely duties. The things that are set out for you in society/by the human species I just can’t do. I just scrape by. I do it just enough to function. Literally with everything.

And then I see people that are actually good at doing “humanely things” and I’m just here like I can’t. I can’t do those things. I feel like a pathetic of a human being. Like I can’t even do simple things that others are doing around me. And I’m not even capable of doing better. I acknowledge I’m not good at doing things but damn I can’t even function like a human being. I’m a sad excuse. I’m barely human.

[Yaowen]

I am sorry you are not feeling well.

Your posts here on the Forum and your post today help me and help many others who are struggling and distressed by their lives.

That is something very inspiring and heroic. It gives us some courage when we feel defeated. It give us something that makes us feel less alone with our troubles.

Helping others like you have done and do is what makes a person human. It is the unique mark of a human being to help others who are suffering and you do that.

So to me you are an exceptional human being and one whom I admire.

Wish I knew what to say to help you feel better. I have often felt like you so I can definitely identify with you.

I thank you for your posts here on the Forum. It is so good that you exist!