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Member Since Jul 2019
Location: Michigan
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I am 50, old, unhealthy, fat, ugly.
I absolutely loathe myself. I have no driver’s license for 4 years now and they keep denying me to get it back. I have zero quality of life, it is empty, boring, lonely, meaningless, and shameful. I just got fired from my job. No way that anyone will hire me. I am dirt poor. My family abandoned me. My kids are grown, independent, and too busy for me. I have no friends at all. I have no partner. I have zero support. My health has left me crippled and debilitated. I am in constant pain. I have lots of mental health issues. I have severe depression and anhedonia. I am terrified of and hopeless about the future. I have nothing at all to live for. I have no peace, safety, or security. I do not take care of myself at all. No therapies, treatments, or medications help. No solution. I have no life whatsoever. I lay in bed all day tortured by doom and gloom. I am paralyzed and frozen and cannot function. I can go on and on and on. Only negative things in my life. My life is permanently destroyed, forever. I ruined everything and nothing can be done. Impossible for anything to improve. I wish I had the courage to end it all. |
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