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okay so i cant seem to stay on track..with anything.....my mom thinks that if i do stuff i wont be depressed...but when i'm depressed i dun feel like doing anything...so when she makes me do stuff it gets worse....she thinks i use depression as an excuse not to do stuff....if i DIDN'T want to do stuff i would say so..before depression i would ride all day...now i want to stop riding and showing...but i really dont want to....she doesn't understand it.......idk if i wanna be in this house anymore
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Hey I understand that lack of energy and motivation, I usually have it myself and feel so reluctant to do many things, I just can't be bothered any more and don't care (well I do care, just not enough!). I know the point your mother's trying to make, because my dad thought along similar lines when he found out about my depression. It does work in a way because it forces you to do things rather than retreating into yourself and into total apathy.
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i know, it's just i wish they wouldn't push me...that makes me totally rebel.
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