[kirby26]

I posted this in another forum but i think it was the wrong one.
IDK if i am depress or just dunno... here is a little info about me, help me.
I am about to be 18, i have takin test to get into college and the military. I use to smoke weed but quit almost a year ago, but i have been drink anywhere from 1-3 days a week and i do keyboard cleaner sometimes. I kinda think i might have self a steam problem. I havent told any of my friends, familly or anything. This is my first time talking about this. I have been feeling this way for sometime now. Just a a while ago i did air dust cleaning and blacked out and it really made me think. Someone please talk or tell me something?

[kirby26]

i will hope i find someone to talk to here, because i dont trust anyone i know in real life. I dont wanna tell anyone close to me or anyone i know for the fact they might tell someone and i dont want people to think different of me.

[Clandestine]

Are you open to the idea of consulting someone in the professional/medical field or no?

My case is way different from you, seeing as you don't know what's wrong with you. Probably, read on about different disorders to help you enlighten your mind.

I know how hard it is to keep things to yourself. I've kept my problem for 20 years. And now, my family and close friends all knew about it, but then, I had to go through pain first.

There's a depression quiz here: http://psychcentral.com/quizzes/
Try those to figure things out. ;]

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