[wishfulmuscle]

i just want to not be alive anymore. my life is worthless and ive managed to fail at everything.

school
soccer
losing weight
work
being a good friend

screw it all. i hate life. i just want to be able to go to sleep (for once) and just not wake back up

[spaceid]

I've had those feeling too. Try to be strong. I know it is hard when you feel like there is nothing left. If you need to talk I'll be here.

[gimmeice]

((((((((((((((( wishfulmuscle )))))))))))))))

[blue_roses]

((((((((((((((( wishfulmuscle ))))))))))))))))))

sorry you are having such a tough time. i know what it's like to feel like a failure! you're not alone.

take care of yourself.

[Summerluvin]

You are more normal than you think. Since I have opened up about my depression and suicidal attempts, more people have expressed having similar feelings. I still think about suicide. Something I fight almost everyday. Reach out, open up, there's help. You are not alone.

[wishfulmuscle]

thanks for the support.. its just so out of character for me to be like this this much.

[Miles_Oz]

I've heard some say a change of scenary can be life changing. I for one constantly fantasize about starting over somewhere new, just don't quite know how to actualize that fantasy.

Who knows. Maybe somone whos tried it can say if it actually works.

I feel similar I guess, I tend to distract myself with my RPG hobbie (the nerdy D&D kind) as a short term fix. It doesn't fix things, but I meet people and have an excuse to go out and do stuff. Perhaps as a patch of sorts you might get into some sort of hobby.

Nerd level varies

[mizunderstood]

i feel the same way