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Life Is A Prison
by Puff Life is a prison, Oh God let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout. Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care. Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you aiming too high. Watching freedom is painful, For those locked away. Seeing joy, love and happiness, Another price that you pay. Strong is good, weak is bad. Be it false, be it true. Your mind makes the choice, And enforces it too. Cell walls built by society, With rules to adhere. If you breach the acceptable, You had better beware. Hide the pain, carry on, Routine is the key. Don't let on that you're not, What you're pretending to be. Lock it all up inside you, How badly that bodes. Look out for that one day, When it all just explodes. Leaving naught but a shell, Base functionality too. But killing all else, That was uniquely you. So how do you grow, With a timebomb inside? Or how to defuse it, Without destroying its ride? You can't. I can't say it any better, sorry for everyone's hurt-Angel ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]()
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Peace does not dwell in outward things, but within the soul... Angel |
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(((((((((((((( Angel_of_the_Past )))))))))))))))
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Hi Angel, hope you don't mind me asking a question - Is there anyone that you trust?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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I never mind someone asking me a question, if the answer is to personal I will say so.
So...to answer your question. Regretfully no, I have completely lost my ability to trust. (part of my PTSD). I used to trust everyone, then it (trauma) happened. Working with my T, she seems to think I haven't lost my ability to trust, I've just tucked it away. Thanks for asking! Hugs-Angel ![]()
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I'm sorry Angel! I also think that you haven't lost it. It just takes time to regain it. First you need to feel safe in order to trust again. I think that in order to feel safe that you need to gain the skills to protect yourself and that you have to heal your hurts to a certain point.
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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Thank you for your reply; you do sound like my T though!
LOL, Angel ![]()
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Angel_of_the_Past said: Thank you for your reply; you do sound like my T though! LOL, </div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> I'm not sure if this is good or bad!
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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It's all good!
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WOW!
Marry me hehe xxxx ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]()
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