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Old Sep 06, 2008, 07:19 PM
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This feeling of darkness and emptiness...
Like if a huge ball of fear and unhappiness is on my shoulders...
Giving me a blurred vision of things...

I know things are not the way I see them right now but I can't avoid this interpretation of them... I'm back in the dark hole... wishing I get to the bottom 'cause it's the only way I can push me up again... Water is cold and I can't see around me... I gasp for air... I'm sinking again and again... wish there was a life saver...


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Old Sep 06, 2008, 07:36 PM
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This feeling of darkness and emptiness...
Like if a huge ball of fear and unhappiness is on my shoulders...
Giving me a blurred vision of things...

I know things are not the way I see them right now but I can't avoid this interpretation of them... I'm back in the dark hole... wishing I get to the bottom 'cause it's the only way I can push me up again... Water is cold and I can't see around me... I gasp for air... I'm sinking again and again... wish there was a life saver...

I am really sorry you feel this way. If you ever want to PM me and talk about things, you can.
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Old Sep 06, 2008, 08:23 PM
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This feeling of darkness and emptiness...
Like if a huge ball of fear and unhappiness is on my shoulders...
Giving me a blurred vision of things...

I know things are not the way I see them right now but I can't avoid this interpretation of them... I'm back in the dark hole... wishing I get to the bottom 'cause it's the only way I can push me up again... Water is cold and I can't see around me... I gasp for air... I'm sinking again and again... wish there was a life saver...

((((((((((cat))))))))) I'll hold your hand on the way down if you want. Maybe you won't have to make it all the way to bottom because the more of us there are, the easier it will be to pull you up! Your description of it is exactly how I feel often, darkness, emptiness, etc. You have a life saver here in pc. Just hold on to us.
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Old Sep 06, 2008, 08:32 PM
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I wish I could hold on, but I'm afraid of falling
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Old Sep 06, 2008, 08:44 PM
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I know the feeling. It's horrible. We'll catch you.
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Old Sep 06, 2008, 10:12 PM
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Thank you... now I feel like I want to cry :icon_frown:
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Old Sep 06, 2008, 10:16 PM
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You could join me, cuz I'm sobbing right now. I should be so happy--he called. Instead I'm sobbing!
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Old Sep 06, 2008, 10:19 PM
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I have you in my sights.

You will be alright.

Things will be alright.

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Old Sep 06, 2008, 11:06 PM
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You could join me, cuz I'm sobbing right now. I should be so happy--he called. Instead I'm sobbing!
I'm so sorry to hear that you are having a bad time too... but sometimes one can cry of happiness, don't you think?
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Old Sep 06, 2008, 11:13 PM
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Oh absolutely--I do it all the time, at the goofiest things (my kids just roll their eyes). I've been trying to figure out how much of my tears were happy and how much were pain and a lot more were pain, unfortunately. But it's hard to sob and yawn at the same time, so I think I try for some sleep. Thank you very much! Take care of you and pm me if you feel like you're falling farther.
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Old Sep 06, 2008, 11:55 PM
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I have you in my sights.

You will be alright.

Things will be alright.

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Thank you so much for your words Night.
I really really want to believe that things will be alright.
I just need to sleep some days and wait to the increase of my anti-depressant to work out.
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