[sephonjv]

It has been two years, I think. Two freaking years, I know it's a long time, but it's here, and now I actually see that it's never really been gone. I once thought that it was finally gone and away, that I was cured, but I didn't see that it still was here. I can't get rid of it, whatever I do, I can't help but feeling miserable. I don't know whether this is a good idea or not to post, as I am terribly afraid whether this place is a good place to write what I feel. Wherever I write down the issues, I... Well, the few people I've been talking to in real life says that I should get over it, that I am seeking attention, I never forget what they tell me, and, well. Once my grades were great. They are falling fast, and I just don't feel like doing the work properly, I think, perhaps I just can't keep up with the others in my class. I tried posting about this in another forum, but they simply shooshed me. I don't know... What are you people, can you help me in any way? My father says that I don't need a psychologist, I was seeing one once, and she said... Well, I don't think she helped me properly, I don't know... Perhaps it's my problem, I should get over it, well I might really get the hang of this and pack up and suck all of it up. Should I seek someone, I really don't think it's a good idea of some reason.
Can people in here help me?

[bipolar_bear]

Welcome to PC. I am sorry you are feeling so bad. I hope that you find this is a good place for you to find support. There are many people here who experience very similar feelings as you have yourself. It sounds like you are struggling which may indicate that it is worth exploring with a t. Maybe you can try it and see if you think it is beneficial to you. Know you are not alone in how you are feeling. Know you are heard here.

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