[purplebutterfly]

im losing it...my mind, my energy, my sleep,my appetite, everything....depression is winning and i really don't care anymore!

[reddevil]

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[pegasus]

Wish I could help.

Lack of sleep really sucks and makes everything seem ten times worse.

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[silver_moon]

Originally Posted by purplebutterfly

depression is winning and i really don't care anymore!

well I care... and the depression won't win 'cause I won't let it, you don't deserve that
please don't let the depression win
tell me something positive? what makes you smile or what used to make you smile? do you have any favorite places?

we'll get through it together? ALL of us! including you
hang in there,
Molly

[purplebutterfly]

Originally Posted by supermansgirlfriend

well I care... and the depression won't win 'cause I won't let it, you don't deserve that
please don't let the depression win
tell me something positive? what makes you smile or what used to make you smile? do you have any favorite places?

we'll get through it together? ALL of us! including you
hang in there,
Molly

my babies make me smile, the beach- the smell of the ocean- but none of it works anymore not because i dont want it to- it just doesnt happen anymore- im too depressed to even try to smile

[Matray]

Originally Posted by purplebutterfly

im losing it...my mind, my energy, my sleep,my appetite, everything....depression is winning and i really don't care anymore!

Don't worry about the rest of the day, the rest of your week or the rest of your life. Hold on for one more minute, and then the next, and then the next.... Sounds trite but for me, when I'm like this, "the rest of my life" is too overwhelming and making it to the next minute, one minute at a time is doable. Take it in teeny, tiny nibbles before you try to bite.

[nightbird]

smile for the babies, purple.

if you cannot find the motivation for yourself, perhaps finding it for them will help you to get on the better path to getting well - feeling better.

I remember a specific time, once, years ago, that I emotionally fell so hard, I was completely devastated.

I had to learn so many things, and reach out for help through the therapeutic community, to get even up to sea level ... and I did it for my baby, at the time, as I couldn't feel me anywhere ... except the love for my child.

it worked out. the process for recovering our well-being is very important work. especially when we are mothers. I wish you much strength.

just passing on what I felt like then, and what I used to pull through .. and feel again, that life was so very worthwhile, and that even I could learn to live again with hope.

hoping it helps to know others have walked through dark days, and through some deliberate actions to get beyond it, saw the light.

peace and support,
night

xoxo

((((( Purple ))))) Hope things get better soon, PM anytime.

[nightbird]

Griffe, have you been in games lately, we have so many more players ...

Purple, I cannot tell you how seeing you in games has brought joy to my heart!!!!!

xoxoxoxoxoxo

[yutzman]

I know, at times like this, a friendly smile may help.....

[nowheretorun]

((purple))) if you are at the point of not caring it is time to see the doc... we can encourage and support you in your recovery but the beginning steps are yours alone to take... find a will, you can make it.. sending care and love always.. dont give up on yourself and dont let the bullies win...