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Nov 07, 2008, 07:18 PM
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The tears, that is. Though I've had some really rotten days recently, I've also had some really good, positive ones (Boston) and some regular 'ole just days. Except at night. It's a Friday night, my girls are gone, I'm sitting at home, alone. Sitting on the bed with the two dogs reading Cosette (I'm reading, not the dogs; sorry for the sentence structure). And tears just start coming down. And I feel -- I don't know. Sad. Lonely. Stupid. Loser-ish. I just want to be able to sit and hold hands with someone, have someone tell me they enjoy being with me. Be able to rest my head on someones chest when I'm tired of being strong. It all sounds stupid and I know--someone will come when it's right. But this is me. It will never be right. Or rather I will never be right enough. Blah. Sorry. Just felt that writing it would help stop the tears. But hey, at least there's no chocolate in the house!
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Nov 07, 2008, 07:40 PM
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((((((((((((( cantstopcrying ))))))))))))))))
I having been battling tears lately too but I think I am coming to accept crying as an okay thing to do. I hope that you find that special someone to share your life with, you deserve only the best. I am sending you lots of hugs. 
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Nov 07, 2008, 07:46 PM
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thank you very much. I share my kleenex with you but they are very soggy!
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Nov 07, 2008, 08:36 PM
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tut.... stupid comp lost my reply! and I'm not really in mood for typing today
(((((marci)))))) it takes a special person to deserve to be with someone as lovely as you, thats why it's taking time It's hard to console this kind of pain, it has to come from within ourselves. I want someone's love, care, to share my life with (thought I had him)... so can appreciate in some ways the pain of being alone and lonely (I have no friends now either)... but that's the big thing... alone and lonely are completely different... you may feel lonely because there's a person 'missing' from your life, but you are not alone. You have two wonderful children for starters and I'm pretty sure the dogs appreciate you too... maybe there are more people ...concentrate on your love for them and there love for you and the rest will just come (I feel like such a hypocrite writing that 'cause it's stupidly hard and I feel like it doesn't work... but our situations are different and I KNOW that you are a strong person and can do this) And hey, so what if somme days are pretty awful... everyone has bad days, just happens that we're depressed and it's harder... but remember that tomorrows another day, never bring bad things from yesterday into today. Wow... babbling now. Take care always, Molly
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Nov 07, 2008, 08:52 PM
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((((molly))) keep babbling. It helped
 As I was typing I knew it was irrational but I couldn't help it. It's just sooo hard. I hate it!! Thank you, hon, for your support and your words. I reserve the right to use them on you sometime in the future.
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Nov 07, 2008, 09:00 PM
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And on a lighter note, I also like using people's names when replying to their posts, but I never knew yours, but now I do so yay!!!! (((marci)))Love ya girl 
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Nov 07, 2008, 09:27 PM
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Thank you!!
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Nov 08, 2008, 05:04 AM
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Nov 08, 2008, 07:55 AM
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Purplebutterfly did it to me, so I figure I can do it to you!
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Nov 08, 2008, 09:07 AM
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You are my Heart's Friend  xoxoxoxo Holmes |
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Nov 08, 2008, 09:25 AM
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Oh Holmes, thank you so much!!! Hope you have a terrific Saturday!
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Nov 08, 2008, 01:44 PM
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((((((((((((((((( cantstopcrying )))))))))))))))))
 
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Nov 08, 2008, 02:17 PM
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Oh a smile from the hula-dancing sweetheart always help!!
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Nov 10, 2008, 04:32 AM
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