[BlueFaith]

I'm tired. Just so tired. I don't know how to explain what I feel. It's all just so hard. I don't want to give up, but that's what I feel like doing. I'm trying hard to remember what it's like to have peace within myself. I just need a little support. And, I hate to ask for it, but I need to right now. I'm hurting so bad. I'm sorry if this seems vague...I'm just having a hard time putting it into words at the moment.

[billy87]

i know how you feel, trust me, lots of us do. you just have to get through the rest of this day. think of it like that, just get through the days

[Jace1]

I sit here reading what you have wrote and cant help the tears rolling down my cheeks as i feel the same way you do right now.... maybe together we can slowly but surley find our way back to that
familiar path we once travelled..... to lead us back home.

[kebsfroggy]

I don't think there are enough to chase away all your negative feelings but maybe put a small smile on your face.

I know of that which you speak but as a frog of little brain I'm not sure how to get through the really rough times.

I know you feel like your life is just being drained out of you. Even though you know all the right things to say when it is our turn it feels impossible.
There doesn't seem to be any way to over come that listless feeling.

You can make it, you can do it, your inner strength will bring you through.
We are always here to listen. (those of us who need glasses will only be able to listen unless they get to the eye doctor.)

[Fuzzybear]

(((((((((((((((( jenn )))))))))))))))))

love you sweetie,
furry paws

[skeeweeaka]

Originally Posted by Jace1

I sit here reading what you have wrote and cant help the tears rolling down my cheeks as i feel the same way you do right now.... maybe together we can slowly but surley find our way back to that
familiar path we once travelled..... to lead us back home.

Me too.... I seem to be crying all of the time just wanting this to all end. On days like today I feel like I am barely living...merely existing...and that just isn't enough and I don't want to do that anymore! My head feels empty, and my life feels dead... Hope is something that I want to have, and although I keep trying, zeros keep coming up!

TJ

[ariesmars]

sorry you feel bad, mental. I feel for you. Get better!

aries

Giving you "hugs and kisses"

[snowflakes]

((((((((jenn))))))))

aww... hang in there. we are all here for you. beyond those mountains of hurt feelings lies the valleys of contentment and happiness.... lots of hugs here for you....




...snowy

[shandpaypah]

i couldnt agree with you more, but youll make it if you just hold on for a little longer. i focus on the future and how great itll be once we break free from all the stuff happening around us

jus tthink if this is the worst, then it can only get better
hang on in there

[silver_moon]

Such great support has been given to you here, I wish I could add to it but, at the moment, i'm feeling the same way.
I think the best I can do right now is tell you that you are special and strong and (not very consoling I know ) tomorrow's another day. We'll all be here for you. ((((((((((jenn))))))))))))

Take care sweety and I hope you feel better soon,
Molly

[gimmeice]

(((((((((((((( mental pollution )))))))))))))))))))
I am sending you lots of hugs
I am sorry that you are feeling this way, I wish I could take at least some of the pain for you, don't be sorry for asking for support that is what we are here for, lean on us.

[mountainstream]

((((((((((((MentalPollution))))))))))))

[pegasus]

(((((( Jenn )))))) You have had some big stress, be gentle with you, you can get through this.

[jherzog]

Originally Posted by MentalPollution

I'm tired. Just so tired. I don't know how
to explain what I feel. It's all just so hard. I don't want to give up, but that's what I feel like doing. I'm trying hard to remember what it's like to have peace within myself. I just need a little support. And, I hate to ask for it, but I need to right now. I'm hurting so bad. I'm sorry if this seems vague...I'm just having a hard time putting it into words at the moment.

Hi,
You have described how I feel, daily. I am currently taking an anti depressant but just cannot seem to get it going. I resigned my teaching job because of the stress but barely function daily. There are some days that I do not shower and I just want to stay in bed. I have little support as I do not want to tell my friends and my spouse tells me that I like to feel like a victim....I am just tired.

[Justgiving]

Believe in tomorrow (((((((((((MP)))))))))))))

[ariesmars]

How are you doing mentalpollution?

For you!

I care about you, since you care about me as well.

aries

[BlueFaith]

((((( everyone )))))
Thank you all so, so much. It makes me feel better to know people care about wht I'm feeling. Today is the day that I find out if the cancer is still there, and I'll find out what treatment I'll have to have. So, I'm still feeling sorta down and anxious at the same time. I'm praying that everything is going to work out. It's added so much stress and depression to my life for the past 3 months. I'm sorry that some of you are going through that ugly depression, too. I hope you all can find ways to feel better. You'll all be in my thoughts and prayers, because I care for each of you. I'll post and let you all know what the doctor says today. I don't go until 2:00 CST. So, I have to wait and wonder all day. I'm keeping the faith that I will make it through this, but it just gets so hard sometimes. Thank you all, again, for being here for me.

[lenjan]

(((((((ducky buddy))))))) I love you to pieces and I'm thinking of you. Please let me know how it goes.

[gimmeice]

(((((((((((((( mental_pollution ))))))))))))))))
Good luck today, you will be in my thoughts.

[allthegirls6]

I hope you can let us know how you got on. Iknow you get your results today and im thinking of you

[bebop]

((((MP)))) my thoughts and prayers are with you. I am guessing you aren't back from the dr yet. I am thinking about you hon.

[BlueFaith]

Oh, HOW HAPPY I AM NOW!!! NO CANCER!!! IT'S GONE!! I was SO scared walking into that office today... absolutely terrified. But, as I listened to those words "We didn't see any cancer anywhere else."......OH, you can't even imagine the feeling I had. All of a sudden I could breathe... and I just burst out into tears, and looked at the doctor... and all that could come out of my mouth was..THANK YOU, GOD!!

[Justgiving]

What a wonderful news!!!!



I'm so glad for you sweetie.

[Michah]

Hey Mental, I am going to tell you how precious u r. You have a plan and coming through this is part of it. It as all darkness but physical law states that where there is dark there is light. You must keep the pilot light lit even if it barely throws a shadow. A day at a time, babe, a day at a time.

[cantstopcrying]

How ya feeling now??