[chrise]

I've been like this for too long. Way to tired to keep fighting. Nothing seems to be changing. I keep doing and going day to day only to feel the same. The hole is just tooo deep. I cant see the top. There is no light and its very cold. I dont see myself getting out soon. I'm so messed up. My head wont stop and i dont know if im making sense. I really cant go on like this. My strength has been drained. There is nothing left. I cant............

[Puffyprue]

(((((chrise)))) you can hold my hand..everytime u scare and need place to hide just hold my hand so u always feel that iam with u...

[jbug]

Chrise...

I know the light at the end of my tunnel has been dim also. I know at times it has been off due to conditions beyond my control.

Keep posting and let us know how you are doing. Do you have a therapist or counselor you can vent to?

Jbug

[silver_moon]

I'm throwing you a rope, hold on to it tight and don't let go.... eventually you'll find the strength to pull yourself up

I know when times are this hard, most words just don't mean a thing and don't help... we all care though and hope you feel better soon. Have you talked to your T recently?

Please take care and know that we're here

[Fuzzybear]