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Old Dec 03, 2008, 02:50 PM
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I'm almost 30 and I would like to kill myself. I wish I had never been born. I have no job, no money and no friends. Furhtermore, I have never even have a girlfriend. I hate my life.

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Old Dec 03, 2008, 09:24 PM
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I'm almost 30 and I would like to kill myself. I wish I had never been born. I have no job, no money and no friends. Furhtermore, I have never even have a girlfriend. I hate my life.

I know what you mean, im almost 40 and still alone. its the worst feeling nbeing alone.
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Hello empe80, it's nice to meet you, welcome to psychcentral.
I am sorry that you are feeling bad, I hope that things get better for you soon.
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Old Dec 03, 2008, 11:28 PM
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Old Dec 04, 2008, 03:37 AM
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Hello empe80, it's nice to meet you, welcome to psychcentral.
I am sorry that you are feeling bad, I hope that things get better for you soon.
I have felt the same for almost 5 years so I don't think anything is going to change at any time.
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Old Dec 04, 2008, 11:03 PM
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I'm curious, have you been to therapy or tried meds to help with everything? Do you have access to that type of thing?

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I have felt the same for almost 5 years so I don't think anything is going to change at any time.
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Old Dec 05, 2008, 02:45 AM
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I'm curious, have you been to therapy or tried meds to help with everything? Do you have access to that type of thing?
I was going to a psychologist a few years ago but it didn't help at all. I don't think that talking can solve any problems. Nobody will convince me that life is good if I know that it's not. I don't have anything to live for.
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Old Dec 05, 2008, 06:45 PM
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I was going to a psychologist a few years ago but it didn't help at all. I don't think that talking can solve any problems. Nobody will convince me that life is good if I know that it's not. I don't have anything to live for.

have you ever tried medicationss? just curious again
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Old Dec 06, 2008, 03:29 AM
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have you ever tried medicationss? just curious again
No, because my mother uses them hence I know how they work. I don't want to feel stupefied. I've never been drunk and I don't want to be stupefied by drugs, ever!
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Old Dec 07, 2008, 02:04 AM
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No, because my mother uses them hence I know how they work. I don't want to feel stupefied. I've never been drunk and I don't want to be stupefied by drugs, ever!
drugs sometimes don't work.
But in their defense, I have seen them work.
A friend of my attempted suicide last year. Since, she has been put on meds, and gone to therapy and between the two she is SOO much better.

I was really really scared to go on meds. The first meds did NOT work. They were horrible. But that's when you go to the doctor say they didn't work , and get on some other ones. (And by the way i'm on my second type of meds and I havent been taking long enough to truly tell but they are MUCH better than the others)

So what I'm saying is, if you're at a point that you see no hope anywhere, maybe meds could be an option?
There are always options.. sometimes we can't see them.
I completely understand if you don't want to but I just wanted to say that I know a few people who they've really helped.

Maybe there are some other things to do
would you like to talk at all about anything that's been getting you down so much or is it generalized?

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