[Hayley.]

Iv been Hving these horrible Feeelings lately
i feel the whole worl hates me and is out 2 get me

Everything bad iis happning 2 me

I Feel as if No one Understnands me
and there all Fake

[lifelesstraveled]

(((((hayley))))

I am sorry you are having a hard time. What is making you feel like everyone is against you? Has something happened to make you feel like that?

I wouldnt say that I have felt like that,but I have felt like people thought I was a burden on them and didnt want me around(I still do sometimes). I stewed in that thought for MONTHS it was mostly because of a job loss I was dealing with.

I hope you are seeing a therapist and sharing this with him or her???

--LLT

[brephi]

Hayley, I'm so sorry about the way you feel. Sometimes when I'm depressed about something I feel like I'm in my own world--noboby would understand--even if I told them why I'm depressed. I shun people away because I feel that if I express some of my feelings, they will really think I am crazy. So I shut them out and keep things private. I think maybe the same people, in turn, keep their distance from me. I don't hate you and I think you will find support from a lot of people in this website. I hope you will fill better and I wish only the best for you. So let's stay in touch. Tell me why you think people hate you.

[Hayley.]

Originally Posted by lifelesstraveled

(((((hayley))))

I am sorry you are having a hard time. What is making you feel like everyone is against you? Has something happened to make you feel like that?

I wouldnt say that I have felt like that,but I have felt like people thought I was a burden on them and didnt want me around(I still do sometimes). I stewed in that thought for MONTHS it was mostly because of a job loss I was dealing with.

I hope you are seeing a therapist and sharing this with him or her???

--LLT

Well I Dno I Hve a Medical Problem and i used 2 get bullied not so much anymore

Iv had this feeling 4 bout 2-3 years now but wasnt as bad as this & I Dont hve a Therapist because my mum doesnt no and i dnt wnt her 2

[lifelesstraveled]

Hi Hayley...
Can you talk to a school counselor? Or, school psychologist??? The experience of being bullied can have a tremendous effect on anyone. I think you should see if there is someone at your school you can talk to about your thoughts and feelings.

I understand you don't want your mother to know, but you should tell her that you would like to talk to someone about some things you aren't comfortable sharing with your her (your mother) right now. She might be open to getting you the help you need. I am not sure of the procedures for adolescent therapy and what the T needs to share with your mom, but I am sure there is some sort of confidentiality. And if your mom asks about what you talked about in T, just let her know that you are grateful to her for helping you get the help you need, but you don't want to share that with her. The therapist/client relationship is kind of like your diary...think of it like that.

Please dont suffer. I spent most of my young years suffering because I was afraid to speak up for myself and didnt want anyone to know that I was suffering. Now I am 26 and just now seeking help. I have yet to fully live my life because I have been "stuck". Please see if you can get some help, even if you have to start with a school counselor or school psychologist.

[silver_moon]

((((((((((((hayley))))))))))))))))