[Zen888]

Hi

I feel waves of sadness and loneliness everyday and just sometimes want to give up. I dont find any joy or fun in life anymore. I go to college one day a week and feel as lonely and sad as ever. Stressed out. Paranoid. Feel like im not worthy of love and attention. I feel like the scum of the earth.

[Puffyprue]

Originally Posted by Zen888

Hi

I feel waves of sadness and loneliness everyday and just sometimes want to give up. I dont find any joy or fun in life anymore. I go to college one day a week and feel as lonely and sad as ever. Stressed out. Paranoid. Feel like im not worthy of love and attention. I feel like the scum of the earth.

so sorry u have to feel this way zen...((((((((((((((((zen)))))))))))

[silver_moon]

Originally Posted by Zen888

I dont find any joy or fun in life anymore.

What about the smile on the kids faces... the fact that you are helping a child learn something new.

Care about you... if I were in a better place I could say more... but just know I care (go and have a look in the pets forum... I know two little fluffy things that may make you smile for a bit )
Take care,
Molly

[Fuzzybear]

[Skeetzz]

Don't feel like you're a "scum." You only live ONCE and sometimes there are rough spots but you can overcome it! I know how you feel but just TRY to keep a positive attitude!

-Rebecca

[Tumnus]

Originally Posted by Zen888

Hi

I feel waves of sadness and loneliness everyday and just sometimes want to give up. I dont find any joy or fun in life anymore. I go to college one day a week and feel as lonely and sad as ever. Stressed out. Paranoid. Feel like im not worthy of love and attention. I feel like the scum of the earth.

As soon as I read this I thought of a song I really like that has the line "waves of mercy, waves of grace" in it. I pray your waves of sadness and loneliness are replaced by waves of mercy and grace.

[Capp]

((Zen))
I'm sorry you are feeling so low.

Cap

[fairy_garden]

I'm thinking of you...

[gamila]

Originally Posted by Zen888

Hi

I feel waves of sadness and loneliness everyday and just sometimes want to give up. I dont find any joy or fun in life anymore. I go to college one day a week and feel as lonely and sad as ever. Stressed out. Paranoid. Feel like im not worthy of love and attention. I feel like the scum of the earth.

Why don't you try to go to psychatrist and explain to him what you feel ? He may give you cipram for example . The problem may is not you but it is with the chemicals in your mind may be sertonin is defficient. I hope my words help you.

[Wishing]

I think I know how you feel. I'm at college too, but I'm upset - I don't want to use the word depressed because its used too often- everyday, and I feel numb.
Can you think of what started it? Going to see a professional could really help - I might. x