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Mon- Fri (scared and lonely)
0800 - waking up 0900 - going to work 1000 - working 2200 - crawling from work 2300 - video games / dvd / PC - trying to post/chat 0200 - going to bed, thinking of death 0300 - falling asleep Sat, Sun (lonely and scared) 1300 - waking up 1400 - waking up 1500 - waking up!!! 1600 - thinking of death 0200 - deleting 2 spam messages / PC - trying to post/chat 0205 - going to bed, thinking of death 0400 - falling asleep ![]() ![]()
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i'm concerned for you, exi.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle. The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand |
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Thank you for your kind words, madisgram. I really appreciate it.
I have parents which I'm currently living with. Mainly because they are having a hard times and need my financial support, I also trying to avoid being all alone for too long. We don't really talk much, rather alienated from each other. Oh, and of course PC is always there for me, although I'm usually scared to share. Thats pretty much it I guess.
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Where, where I go - My spirit is free, I'm coming home Where, where I go - Remember me but let me go /Lacuna Coil |
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![]() Feel free to share as much or as little with us at PC, Exi. I've found it incredibly helpful to be able to vent some of my feelings here, and it's great to have the support of people who understand exactly how I feel. But if you're not up for sharing, that's cool too. I'm sending you lots of hugs and good vibes. I'm sorry you're feeling so low right now. ![]() ![]() ![]()
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(((((((((((((ExiExi)))))))))))))))))))
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