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Old Feb 16, 2009, 05:05 PM
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Mon- Fri (scared and lonely)
0800 - waking up
0900 - going to work
1000 - working
2200 - crawling from work
2300 - video games / dvd / PC - trying to post/chat
0200 - going to bed, thinking of death
0300 - falling asleep
Sat, Sun (lonely and scared)
1300 - waking up
1400 - waking up
1500 - waking up!!!
1600 - thinking of death
0200 - deleting 2 spam messages / PC - trying to post/chat
0205 - going to bed, thinking of death
0400 - falling asleep

now thats life!

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Old Feb 16, 2009, 05:39 PM
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i'm concerned for you, exi. do u have a supprt system like a T, good friend, or family?ley us know cuz we care about u and u matter to us.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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Old Feb 16, 2009, 06:24 PM
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Thank you for your kind words, madisgram. I really appreciate it.

I have parents which I'm currently living with. Mainly because they are having a hard times and need my financial support, I also trying to avoid being all alone for too long. We don't really talk much, rather alienated from each other. Oh, and of course PC is always there for me, although I'm usually scared to share. Thats pretty much it I guess.
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Where, where I go - My spirit is free, I'm coming home
Where, where I go - Remember me but let me go
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Old Feb 16, 2009, 07:13 PM
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Feel free to share as much or as little with us at PC, Exi. I've found it incredibly helpful to be able to vent some of my feelings here, and it's great to have the support of people who understand exactly how I feel. But if you're not up for sharing, that's cool too. I'm sending you lots of hugs and good vibes. I'm sorry you're feeling so low right now.
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we pushed you down deep in our souls, so hang on.
Bring on the wonder, bring on the song,
I pushed you down deep in my soul for too long.
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Thanks for this!
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Old Feb 16, 2009, 11:39 PM
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now thats life!

Yesterday I was so clever, so I want to change the world.
Today I am wise, so I am changing myself.

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