Really not feeling good

I feel so bad today. the worst I have felt in a long time. I just feel so hopeless and worthless. I want to change myself. I just want to disappear. I feel like I'm starting to slip back in to bad habbits I wanted to be done with. I wish I could go away. I wish I had some talent. I wish I was a better person. I feel like a waste of space and I just want to stay in my room forever and never leave or talk to anyone. I have no one IRL to talk to. No one understands me. I have a T but I so badly wish I had someone who wasn't being paid to care about me. I am worthless, stupid, ugly, I've been trying to change these things but I still am. I feel so sad.

*hugs* I hate those days, and I'm sorry you're having one of them.
Curl up, treat yourself to a good pout. And maybe some nice warm drink (or cold if i's warm there - its COLD here). But remember, there's nothing wrong with a bad day. Well x.x I mean, it happens to the happiest of people, it just feels worse for us. BUT it doesnt mean we're stuck in that day.

So today, BLEH. Let it be, but realize, today is not the only day... there will be many more, happier days to come.

(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((littleyellowspider)))))))))))))))))))))))))))

((((((((((((((little yellowspider)))))))))))))
i know how thats feel...iam sorry it happened to u too...
hugs...