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I don't know if I want to cry or scream.
My teeth are grinding... tears are built up in my eyes so much so that my vision is blurry as hell, but the tears won't flow. My mind is racing with bad... scary thoughts. The voices are telling me to do all kinds of bad things. I really don't feel safe at all right now. I really don't want to do "bad" stuff, but I need relief... and to make the voices stop!!!! My heart feels like it is fluttering. Almost like I am about to have a panic attack. |
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If you can..please call someone you trust Manda...and talk...and listen...
Your in a bad moment in time,,you know this will pass,,hear a real voice from someone who knows you and can put this in contect of your life...which is truely priceless.... I know it is hard,,but talk to a person... Please... ![]() With Care, Lenny
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I have only one conclusion,,and that is things change too quickly for me to draw them.... Sobriety date...Halloween 1989. I was plucked from hell...and treat this gift as if it is the only one... |
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There is no one I can call...
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what about your local crisis line? you can talk to someone confidentially who will listen and help you through this rough patch. It may calm you down just to get it all out.
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Rebecca "If you're going through hell -- keep going." - Winston Churchill It's better to live your own destiny imperfectly than to live an imitation of somebody else's life with perfection. - Elizabeth Gilbert Bring on the wonder, we got it all wrong, we pushed you down deep in our souls, so hang on. Bring on the wonder, bring on the song, I pushed you down deep in my soul for too long. - Susan Enan http://igetupagain.wordpress.com/ |
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(((((((((((((((manda))))))))))
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As long as people aren't asking me if i'm all right, i am alright. |
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