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Old Feb 11, 2009, 06:51 PM
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I'm so tired.......but I can't sleep or relax....Every time I go to bed, my mind just rambles on and on.....Physically, I feel so bad.....my eyes are puffed...my nose is clogged. Jesus H. Christ, what a mess I am..
I'm jammed into a bad situation on top other worse situations that I can't even get into here......I could write for weeks..
Really, I'm not looking for replys....Just writing this is some sort of release..
It's good to have from you guys.....
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Old Feb 11, 2009, 06:57 PM
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((((((((((((( yutzman )))))))))))))) Hugs.

Good to hear from you, I'm sorry it's like that at the moment, hope things get better for you soon.
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Old Feb 11, 2009, 07:42 PM
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Always thanks! and hope you feel better Pegasus...I guess (blah) is better than (dead)..at this point...........
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Old Feb 11, 2009, 08:16 PM
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Feel better, yutzman. Glad you could get a bit of a release in posting here.
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Old Feb 11, 2009, 09:18 PM
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Hey yutzman.........

You take care, OK?
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Old Feb 11, 2009, 09:25 PM
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Old Feb 12, 2009, 07:27 AM
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i'm glad you posted about how you are feeling.so many of us understand those feelings you have. i hope you are feeling better real soon. do you have someone you can talk to like a T? that helped me get so much better cause he helped me untangle all that stuff that made me feel so badly. thinking of you...
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Old Feb 12, 2009, 09:07 AM
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i'm glad you posted about how you are feeling.so many of us understand those feelings you have. i hope you are feeling better real soon. do you have someone you can talk to like a T? that helped me get so much better cause he helped me untangle all that stuff that made me feel so badly. thinking of you...
No T, just me.....I lost my job and benefits about 5 years ago. I went as long as I could go with savings to see my psych. He was the greatest person on earth, supplying me meds through samples.......but I never found relief and I never had more than 15 minutes to explain......Saints need money too....
Anyway...here I sit with pen in hand..
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Old Feb 12, 2009, 11:40 AM
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i care about you sorry for this for you
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Old Feb 12, 2009, 12:06 PM
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I'm so tired.......but I can't sleep or relax....Every time I go to bed, my mind just rambles on and on.....Physically, I feel so bad.....my eyes are puffed...my nose is clogged. Jesus H. Christ, what a mess I am..
I'm jammed into a bad situation on top other worse situations that I can't even get into here......I could write for weeks..
Really, I'm not looking for replys....Just writing this is some sort of release..
It's good to have from you guys.....
Sometimes it good to express and release yourself. This is the place where you can do that. I don't know you and you don't know me; but, I will tell you this, Yuttman, you are not alone. One question: Are you on antid meds. I am on Cymbalta and Buspar and they do provide me some relief. I had lots of trouble sleeping before the meds. All kinds of thoughts raced through my head. I know I need to see a Therapist, but I am afraid because I think I may be sent to a psychiatric hospital. But that's enough talking about my situation. I want to keep in touch with you because you will find that a lot of us guys have a similar problems. Lots of to you.

Sorry, I did read that you don't have medical benefits. I am sorry for that. Please forgive me. Check with your local Mental Health Organization. You may be able to get help there.

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Old Feb 15, 2009, 10:50 AM
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Sometimes it good to express and release yourself. This is the place where you can do that. I don't know you and you don't know me; but, I will tell you this, Yuttman, you are not alone. One question: Are you on antid meds. I am on Cymbalta and Buspar and they do provide me some relief. I had lots of trouble sleeping before the meds. All kinds of thoughts raced through my head. I know I need to see a Therapist, but I am afraid because I think I may be sent to a psychiatric hospital. But that's enough talking about my situation. I want to keep in touch with you because you will find that a lot of us guys have a similar problems. Lots of to you.

Sorry, I did read that you don't have medical benefits. I am sorry for that. Please forgive me. Check with your local Mental Health Organization. You may be able to get help there.
Not on any meds as of now....I was on Cymbalta but it didn't do any good.. I've also been to a Psych which didn't do good at all......This prob has plagued me for more than 10 years....
Do you want a list of the meds I've been on:
Effexor
Lexapro
Abillify
Buspar
Cymbalta
Trazadone
more tan I can think............Let's just drop it..
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Old Feb 15, 2009, 01:21 PM
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Hang in there, yutzman! I don't really have any advice for you but I'm sending you good vibes in the hopes that the knowledge that you've got support here helps take the edge off your depression for a while. Depression is so painful, and it can be so difficult when the meds you count on to help you don't work (I went through a pretty painful process of finding one that worked for me) but know you're not alone in this.
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It's better to live your own destiny imperfectly than to live an imitation of somebody else's life with perfection.
- Elizabeth Gilbert

Bring on the wonder, we got it all wrong,
we pushed you down deep in our souls, so hang on.
Bring on the wonder, bring on the song,
I pushed you down deep in my soul for too long.
- Susan Enan


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Old Feb 15, 2009, 03:05 PM
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Thinking of you. Sending more hugs.

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(I'm tired also.)
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Old Feb 17, 2009, 11:55 AM
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Hey Yutzman,

Hang in there. It looks like you are in a bad place right now, know that we are all hoping you geel better real soon.
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