[celeste123]

Meeting an old friend tomorrow who i haven't spoken to in a couple of months.
We were really close but i've been going through a really bad bout of depression at the mo. I've not been able to get myself out the flat.
She dwindled away from me even though we were really close and had lived together fora couple of years.
I didn't want to burden her with my whining so stopped talking about personal stuff to her she had family stuff going on anyway so i thought i'd take the pressure off her.
She came round and saw me less and less. I got a letter off of her the other week. She blamed me for not bothering to be her friend she said she had to do all the work.
Now she wants to meet me and i'm just not strong enough for her to put me down, i do a pretty good job of that on my own.
I'm so anxious and worried about having to see her. If we do go back to being friends it will just go back to me doing what she says.
I don't know what i should do i'm so confused.
I really can't take another knock.

((((((((((((celeste)))))))))))))))

Maybe you can explain your reactions to her. Tell her that you thought she was not wanting to here about you, so you drifted away because you had things going on in your life.