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Mar 01, 2009, 07:40 PM
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i have absolutely no reason to feel this way. but i do.
I feel battered and broken inside. I feel sick. I feel so intensely hurt ,mad, scared, and so many other feelings and so many , many thoughts and just so confused. I don't get it. Why am I so damaged and broken? Why can't I function? Why do I feel this way? Why do I think this way? And why can't the voice leave me alone? And why can only the hate get inside me and the love just bounces right off me? Like i have love repellent on, or something. And why can't I REST??????? And when I can sleep some with the help of pharmaceuticals, why do I have NIGHTMARES and just end up waking up feeling an unrested as before I went to sleep? I’d just stay awake, but am afraid of what I might do. Why am I so afraid of what I might do? And why can't people love me and want to be around me only when i am medicated? And why do irl people creep me out, so much? I love PC people. They are not creepy. Why are irl people scarey and mean and bad? And why hasn't my T ever responded to my call for help? I am confused. So, confused. 
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#2
Mar 01, 2009, 08:03 PM
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(((((Berries)))))
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Mar 01, 2009, 08:04 PM
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i dont know all thats going on for you Berries but you're right, PC is the best place to find kindness when you need it when you are feeling all alone and you dont have kittens
there are many great people here who help and understand and give great advice... i know, cause ive been reading it in the forums... what type of people are you drawn towards Berries? sometimes our friends influence us more deeply than we think... PC is a kind place because people are considerate of their own and others health.. it would be great if we could get the entire USA and World to become more concerned about such things, i agree.... you are experiencing the reality of now... but, who are we to judge others? i know what i can do to help and i do my part each day to my best... and it is very hard work... so i hope you can understand how important each of us here, including you, are in the whole of things... never forget you matter very much |
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Mar 01, 2009, 08:53 PM
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WOW((((nwtr)))) that was an awesome post and so true!!!
berries, i hope you see this tonite. we do all care about you and you matter to us. know that YOU do matter!  we are here for you!
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Mar 01, 2009, 09:12 PM
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(((((((((((((((berries)))))))))))))))))))))))))
They why may escape us. We have no power over the why. we DO have power over the now, and what we do. try your best, but try not to ask why, only how to move on and try to regain what you can of functionality
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 Yesterday I was so clever, so I want to change the world. Today I am wise, so I am changing myself. |
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Mar 01, 2009, 11:13 PM
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(((((((((((((((((berries)))))))))))))))))
you matter no matter how people irl treated you... please take ur meds i know the voices said you dont need them but please take it it will make the voice leave you alone ....if your T never answer your phone maybe you should considering the new T ....  you good and deserves something good....its not just you the one who feel that way so many people too ..including me..you're not alone ..lets we fight togethere and if we tired lets we just sit together....iam here for you....so many many hugs for you ...iam sorry you have to feel this way ...love and care, me
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#7
Mar 02, 2009, 07:03 PM
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Just Keep communicating with us here. We're not the real world, but we're better.
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#8
Mar 02, 2009, 07:17 PM
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Hugsss. I'm sorry you feel this way. I hope you better soon
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