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Apr 01, 2009, 12:36 AM
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I'm really lost right now. Between depression and dissociation I can not get a grip on reality, I can not perform even basic tasks. I feel privileged to be posting here. But I also write with the knowledge that I will probably (95% give or take? miss the one thing I have to do tomorrow... one of the two things I am signed up for in a week.
I haven't filled out job applications, I haven't gotten any better. Because once one things goes away, another comes. I was released from depression a good deal, but then, dissociation. When the dissociation goes, I am left here and too long without some other problem and I slowly sink into the quicksand that is depression. So I sit here typing feeling discouraged frustrated and so tired x.x I had to get that out Thanks for listening I'm at a point where I almost want to delete this post because of lack of energy, negative feelings about myself, and hating hearing myself whine and put things on others. And realizing that this post, like so much of my life has gotten me NOWHERE. from the lands of nowhere ~turquoisesea
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Apr 01, 2009, 12:55 AM
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TS,
Thank you for sharing....I hope things start going your way and it happens soon. It's a tough place to be where you are right now. Cap
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Apr 01, 2009, 04:06 AM
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You're not whining hunny. You are in a tough place and you need to get some feelings out some way or another and typing is a good, safe way to do so. Thank you for sharing
 hope things get easier for you. Keep us postedMolly
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Apr 01, 2009, 04:48 AM
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unfortunately I can relate
 one problem solves and then another sneaks in from the side and we never think there will be an end---- but every so often we find that the friends we have will share our burden and make life a little easier for us. I think I have a map of the lands of nowhere I think there is a trail of friendship running right through ....... no I babel I have 1 thing to do this week and I am royally muffing it it but that's beside the point take care Turq don't be shy to ask for help
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Apr 01, 2009, 07:12 AM
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(((((((((((((((((turquoisesea)))))))))))))))))))))))
You're not putting anything on us. We all care about you and want you to feel better. I'm happy you're here because you've been a great support for me and so many others here; we're happy to do the same for you when you need it! Take care.
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Apr 01, 2009, 03:02 PM
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Sometimes we should post a little something not with the expectation that it will help us at all but that it may help others. So, thank you for doing this.
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