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Apr 15, 2009, 04:25 PM
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since i pulled up in the driveway. Back home from dropping off my nephew in Illinois where he lives now. Got off I-10 and driving through the city then down into St Bernard, its disgusting. Really sick. I was sick to my stomach. I felt an overwhelming feeling of doom. The one i notice went missing for two days. Its back.
I dont want to live around here no more. I dont want to live anywhere. I just dont want to live. chal____________________ |
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Apr 16, 2009, 07:02 AM
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Dearest (((chalm))))))))))))))))))
I know it may seem like you do not want to live. But remember these feelings came back when you arrived back home. Your nephew who loves you very much would be devastated. I would be. can i make a suggestion? cause I care. If you felt good being gone form there. Move my friend, Save you......... Sometimes you have to walk away from a place that brings so much hurt and memories to you. When i left back home. As hard as it was. I can say it was the best thing i did. Does not mean you can not help them from afar. Just means you are taking care of you. You know i understand,.and you matter very much to me also please call your T. Let her know what feelings came back when you got back. ((((((((((((((chalm))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) |
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Apr 16, 2009, 09:26 AM
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((((((((((((chalmette))))))))))))))
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Apr 16, 2009, 12:32 PM
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(((((((((((((((((chalmette))))))))))))))))))))
I'm sorry you are in so much pain. Hang in there. 
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Apr 16, 2009, 12:47 PM
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(((((((((((((( chalmette ))))))))))))))))))
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Apr 16, 2009, 01:39 PM
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(((chalm))))
sent you a pm.... love and friendship and support to you ~ nightbird xoxoxoxoxo |
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Apr 16, 2009, 04:45 PM
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(((((chalm)))))
I am sorry you are in so much pain. But I too understand. Please take care of you. We all love and care about you. You are important. You are in our thoughts and prayers. dps 
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Apr 16, 2009, 04:46 PM
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"The mind is like a parachute. It doesn’t work unless it’s open."  Don’t look where you fall, but where you slipped.
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Apr 16, 2009, 05:19 PM
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i really like what muffy posted, chalm. you don't have to live there if it is so painful. know that i care and sending you lots of hugs
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle. The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand |
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#10
Apr 19, 2009, 09:29 PM
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Thank you all for caring and sending good thoughts
Muffy, you know my predicament in why i can't move. If i could, i would actually think hard now of doing so. But thats not in my near future, so i have to live with what i have. I see my T tomorrow. My pdoc not for another two weeks. I havent informed either that i quite the anti depressant i was on. I'm actually better off it than i am on it. I'm back to where i dont even want to walk out front. I can't stand seeing what i see. I just wish the parish govt would get their **** together and demolish and remove the eyesores. There is just way to much of it. And you know, thats not to much to ask for. I took care of my house on my own with no help from anyone. a wishing i wasnt here unhappy camper chal |
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Apr 19, 2009, 10:42 PM
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I don't know you, but I know how it feels to hate where you live and feel alienated and alone. I don't want that for you. God does not want that for you. Please believe that you are NOT alone. I am here wishing I was not an unhappy camper, but thanking god for my antidepressants, and for living. I know it's hard to believe... but it could always be worse. Hold on Love, Lynn |
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