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#1
Apr 21, 2009, 06:29 PM
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With it all.
I had written a long *** post detailing everything. Its not here. I deleted it cuz its all pointless. Im sooo far beyond help that it has indeed become funny to me. Its sick twisted joke hilarious. Meh. Im suprised im even going to post this crap. w/e im done. |
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#2
Apr 21, 2009, 07:58 PM
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It's not pointless to post. Just like it's not pointless to feel, to have something to get out.
here to listen. 
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 Yesterday I was so clever, so I want to change the world. Today I am wise, so I am changing myself. |
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#3
Apr 21, 2009, 10:19 PM
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After 2 hours of sleep my perspective hasn't changed.
Talking doesn't help. Meds didn't help. Pointless. |
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#4
Apr 21, 2009, 10:50 PM
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WAIT!! YOu need something right now but giving up is NOT an option. Please write it type 100 times if necessary you will begin to get relief, give it a chance PLEASE
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#5
Apr 22, 2009, 12:11 AM
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Giving up is always an option. When weighing the benefit against the cost giving up seems to be the best course of action. So I live my life feeling like crap.. could be worse.
Medicating me doesn't change who I am or my perspective. Hospitalizing myself won't help.. if anything it would escalate things to an unfortunate outcome. In the end no one is going to help me get a house, a job, help pay bills, check on me, blah blah blah.. pointless. I don't function and I don't really care to. Yet for all the help people aren't willing to give me no one is going to accept the fact that im not impressed with life. Seriously its just not for me.. so whats the big deal? There is no solution to this other than to let it run its course. Which I have no problems doing. At least for now I have some freedom. |
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#6
Apr 22, 2009, 03:40 AM
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Seriously what I feel is so far beyond depression. I just want everything to go away and leave me to rot.
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Apr 24, 2009, 09:11 PM
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Sorry life is so difficult for you right now. Hope things get better. I've been isolating which is not a good idea. I rec. being around a person, persons who are understanding. Take care.
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Apr 26, 2009, 05:23 AM
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a few days later.. nothings changed. Still feel the same.
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