Momma tried to get us!

Hi....

Us littles are soooo mad!!!

We got to go on a plane to California but we had to hide while we were there. Our bigs said so. They said it would be safer for us...for the system if we stayed in our camp ground and played there.

We tried...but our Momma kicked us in the restaurant on purpose and denied it. This hurt James' feelings and made Amber really !! Our bigs helped us but just sent us back to camp.

Then another time, Momma said we needed to claim a disability when we got home so we could get monies from peoples and then that we needed to "get real" and "get humble" and tell our family about what is happening with us and our monies. She said we should move close to her and that if I got monies to help me live, then she could move in with me and we could both get monies and it would be easy life. Even though we was at camp, someone was letting us listen somehow. The bigs say that Momma just manipulating us and tryin to use us and make us co-dependent again so she can live off of us.

We are so hurt and angry!!! The bigs say she doesn't realize what she's doing...that she doesn't know. How can she not know? Why would she not know what she was doing? We don't understand that!!! Why is Momma trying to hurt us and use us. Why won't she just be good Momma and hold us and hug us cause we hers? Instead she buys us lots of presents and tells us she loves us, then turns around and tries to get us to do things for her.

We don't understand it. The bigs explained it, but it just makes us mad!!!

Thank you for listening....

Luv Willow (one of many)

Willow and all

We are all very sorry this happened. We know all to well what it is to not be accepted by "outsiders" It makes us angry, too.
We really do hope things will get better.
(Kay)Erik

Sometimes moms are not ok and not safe. It can be tough when they act bad and good both. It is confusing.

When someone is bad and good both it means that you need to be careful and someone needs to watch out for danger. Do you have someone inside who is a watcher?

Even grownup people can find it hard to handle momma. The people who know you when you are small can have a lot of power in your life.

Money can make friends and money can make enemies. We think it would be very good to be very careful about money and momma both at the same time. Very Very Careful!

watchful pixie

Willow and all

(((Willow & All))) I'm sorry that happened. Sometimes I have both a "good mommy" & a "bad mommy" and they change so fast I can't keep up. Mommies are spossed to lov us but it doest all ways work lik tat