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CAN'T BE SAID ENOUGH

Not sure if this belongs here.
But whatever.
I'm letting another speak first:

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we r skard cuz the demons ar after us.
they want to take us to skary place
let me go I dont want to di
I am skard cuz they ar guna find me
nd take mi away

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Intrusive thoughts. JOY.

Anyways, I might as well spill the beans.
It's tooooooo haaaaard
MORE JOY.

I've never told anybody this before but...
that...
there is...
another...
in my head...
that...ever since I was little
Keeps tryin' to curse me to hell.
I don't think I really want to go into details at this point
So I'm hopin you get the picture

I've never been one to pick any sort of religion
BUT, I don't exactly wanna bet my soul on that one
...you know?

anyways, gtg, feeling sick now. erp.

[Kiya]

hihi
i like all yu'r kitties! we have a kittie too.
don't be skard k, cuz u be safe. it don't alwys feels safe, but u is. cuz ther no one who can take u to hell. ok? i know these thngs. i do! but i knows it can be skary feeling inside when they talks like that. i knos!
mes

thank you

[DianasClan]

Hi, we like your kitties too. Just know that no one and i mean no one will let you go to hell. you are safe. we dont believe in hell. well ok most of us don't. we beleive that once you di you get to be born all over again and have a whole new life. Cynthia wants to say some stuff to you but it is kinda religious and we are new here and dont know the rules on stuff like that and dont want to upset anyone but know you are safe and loved.
Vbox for the clan

[multipixie9]

dear kai ka,

i am sorry you feel sick and scard. it is really bad to feel that way. i discovered that there is a God who is loving and good and who cares about people. i hate to hear that you are scard about going to hell. the God i have come to know loves us and doesn't want anyone to be in hell. i do not like that bad voice that worries and scares you.

spunky pixie

Thanks everyone
I usually don't like to check back on these posts because I feel guilty
(and still have the fear that all of your responses are going to be bad)


I guess I should do a little bit of explaining...

For, many, many years now I've had this other...
Whose sole purpose is to break me down and suffer
(as she has told me many times)
Tricks everyone
Is mean to everyone
Mostly because she hates herself so much
And is a Satanist
And keeps trying to damn us all to hell

I'm not big on religion, but at the same time if god really is out there he knows what you are thinking and I'm just scared that because of all of the things she says (no going into detail) that we'd all go to hell for it.

[DianasClan]

The God I know would never send you to hell just for a bad thought. Especially if it is not you who thought it. God is like a gentle loving father who only wants the best for his children. He knows who says what and most of all why they say what they do. He understands what you are going thru and we are here to help you. hugs if you want them.
Cynthia of the clan

Noticing some topics like this make me cringe thinking about them (MOST of the topics like this have been lost in cyberspace since they only go back like....your last 500 topics when you search for your own topics)

...because it's validation and a testament to the fact that I did not make this crap up just for fun... or at all really. And that would make my latest deny, minimize and suppress crusade like...the biggest bomb EVER just waiting to blow up in my face. But at the same time I'd feel like an idiot believing this to be real if it really wasn't.