Worries

Don't know if this is the right area...I'm sorry if I should have posted it somewhere else.
Things have been so confusing lately. I've been casting about for support in my real life, only to find that no one believes me, or that they think I'm schizo. Talk in the back of my mind won't let up. Sometimes I can't even tell what I think and what one of them thinks. They're starting to speak up while I'm in public, and that hasn't happened in ages. Too much stress.

They, whatever they are, confuse me so much. At least one hates me, and has let me know. But then others will turn around and say that they love me, want to help me. Even now they're talking. Many speak of a certain Michael or Mike. He has a growly voice, calls himself the peacemaker. I'm kind of scared of that voice.

Sorry for posting this here. I'm not sure if these...experiences are dissociative or not, but I thought that maybe people here could relate to my confusion. Or listen, maybe.

Ana

Safe hugs to you Ana. It is very hard to have internal conversation that is focused on anger or self hate. Try to listen to what is going on with an open heart. You are hearing the cries of a very wounded child.

safe hugs (((((ana))))) just know you are not alone. getting to know your other parts is scary at first. but it does get better. just go through the forums here most of your questions can be answered here plus you will find out for sure you not alone no more just have an open heart and mind. Welcome to the PC family if you chose to stay.

(((Ana)))