[multipixie9]

Hi, long time no see us... Things are incredibly intense. Our controller finally has opened up to our T and to God. It is disorienting to us. We feel kinda lost and insecure. Our communicating inside is still not very good - which is mostly the host's fault (ie. leslie). We don't have a good way to write what we want to say. almost 50 years of having a young part skipping lots of steps of growth and trying to keep order in here and keeping things looking 'normal'.

We cry almost every day now, which is good, but feels horrid. our spouse, pill is emotionally distant and ignores us. we want to bite him. aaarrgh. we found out one of our protectors is a small black cat who protected one of more tinys (baby alts).

All of this is to say we are sorry to be gone so much and we wish you all well and will be back if and when we can. We are OUT THERE SOMEWHERE but can't tell where it is... oi vey!

pixies in a pickle

[darkpurplesecrets]

((((multipixies))))

Where ever you are you are in our heart. Never far away in spirit but always near in thought. I know right now is really tough and scary. Now that you are not alone. Pull your strengths together from within. Try not to be so hard on Leslie for she is doing the best she can.

You take what time you need and keep checking in when you can. It is so good to hear from you. Sometimes the darkest places are the ones that come just before the sunrise. Hang on to all you know to be true. The scary will pass and when it does you will see the safety within.

I am glad that you are talking to t and letting yourself open up. I know it is hard and that sometimes we wonder if it will ever end, but it will someday. Know that we care and are sending you many gentle hugs and loving thoughts. Always. Love you our friends.

dps

[possum220]

hope things work out for you really good pixies and leslie too. I dont have many words......

Wishing you all lots and lots of peace.

[Hunny]

(((Multi)))

Oh, boy oh, boy...

Not saying much these days...

except to say so pleased to see you.


Hunny

Originally Posted by multipixie9

Hi, long time no see us... Things are incredibly intense. Our controller finally has opened up to our T and to God. It is disorienting to us. We feel kinda lost and insecure. Our communicating inside is still not very good - which is mostly the host's fault (ie. leslie). We don't have a good way to write what we want to say. almost 50 years of having a young part skipping lots of steps of growth and trying to keep order in here and keeping things looking 'normal'.

We cry almost every day now, which is good, but feels horrid. our spouse, pill is emotionally distant and ignores us. we want to bite him. aaarrgh. we found out one of our protectors is a small black cat who protected one of more tinys (baby alts).

All of this is to say we are sorry to be gone so much and we wish you all well and will be back if and when we can. We are OUT THERE SOMEWHERE but can't tell where it is... oi vey!

pixies in a pickle

[anderson]

((((Multi)))) please know we be thinking of you to during this time we send you teddies to hold on when the stom is to loud to find peace inside.

[Miracle1986]

((((pixies)))))

[Fuzzybear]

((((((((((( multipixie )))))))))))))