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Apr 06, 2010, 04:06 AM
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I am scared and unsure what is happening. I feel so exposed within and so much talking that it never stops. So much fear yet somehow it feels somewhat as a relief. Words keep infiltrating my mind. Constant--sometimes so many I cannot get them out fast enough and sometimes just a stream that keeps coming. Sleep----what is it? Once again I have sat up all night yet I do not know if I have said anything or what all I have done. Time----what is it? Where does it go? Tears----do they ever end? What once never flowed is constantly filling my eyes and burning inside.
I do not know if I am saying anything that makes sense. The voices of those within are distinct yet at times almost too silent. But many times within that silence, in a volume no one else hears is screaming in words I cannot get or maybe I am trying to get away from. Something inside me screams out. Those within realizing they are not alone. But somewhere in it all I feel alone. Unable to say what I need to I write hoping that someone will know I am here. dps 
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Apr 06, 2010, 05:25 AM
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(((((((((( dps and all ))))))))))
 I'm sorry you are in so much pain but it sounds like you are healing gradually. Healing hurts, let the tears flow, comfort those within. You have a voice let them speak and know that we are all here for you. Sitting with you.
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Apr 06, 2010, 08:33 AM
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((( purple )))
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Apr 06, 2010, 12:51 PM
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((((((((DPS AND ALL WITHIN)))))))
The pain of healing is not for the weak of heart. And in truth those if us that have walked this path together Words are not needed. We understand the screams, the silence that caries so much pain. So please know we sit side by side , As those with in scream or sit in silence. Choosen to hold or release the pain they bear. Just know that you are not alone today even for just a little while.
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Apr 06, 2010, 04:16 PM
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((((((((((((((((((((((((((dps))))))))))))))))))))) Know I am sitting there with you. Healing can be so hard. Know you are not alone.
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Apr 06, 2010, 07:57 PM
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(((((((((((((((((dps)))))))))))))))))
You are heard, we are all here, listening to your screams and your silence. May peace come to you soon.
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