[Jewels]

we have no words to convey what is going on...just fear and tears that constantly are flowing down, unbidden, unwanted, uninhibited. tears that challenge alligator tears of children...tears that tear at our heart and psyche...how can there be so much pain in tears?

Sharon

[darkpurplesecrets]

((((sharon))))

Thank you for posting. I am so sorry you are feeling so much pain. We were going to post earlier here and say the same thing. Why is it? Really do not know the answer. All we know is that we hurt and we feel your pain and words. It does not take words when you feel this way. It does not take an explaination, for it just is what it is.

Our heart goes out to you all and know how the tears fall with much pain. We all have a lot to cry for and to release. Why is it that any of us hurt or feel? We never should have gone through what we went through. It is not your fault or anyone elses but those that hurt us. Finding out and facing those things hurts. You have a right to what you are feeling.

But knowing that it was wrong still does not take away the pain and tears we cry. It does not take away the feelings that come and we many times do not understand or even know how to tell. The pain rips away at your heart and cries for understanding. It only knows what it knows. To release those feelings hurts and sometimes there is no explaination, no rhyme or reason.

The tears are painful but at the same time they are cleansing and a release for what otherwise has no way to get out. It is not fun, nor is it easy, but sometimes it is necessary. Children are not suppose to know those kinds of tears. For us, they never were allowed but they are allowed now and they are heard, sometimes in volumes louder than any words could describe.

We validate how you feel and wish we could take them for you for even a little while. You are not alone and we understand more than we even want to admit. The tears we cry are worthy to fall. The pain felt although it hurts cannot last forever, although we know it feels that way. We are here for you always and we love you all.

Though we are not right there, we are closer than you think. We sit quietly besides you reaching out our hand of friendship, take it as you can........................................................................................
.................................................................................We are listening and we hear you. We cry silently with you and for you and all you have gone through, and for us.

Know that we care. Sending gentle hugs and loving thoughts. Always.

dps

[justdontknow]

Sharon,

Sometimes words fail to describe the pain and anguish that we feel. There is no understanding for it except by those that have experienced it before. We understand that everyone's experience is unique to them, but know that you are not alone, ever. We are always here to support and to sit and listen to you when you need. There are times when we needed just that and there have been others who have done it for us. We know what it is like to feel such pain that no audible words can describe it, but we have always found comfort here with others. Everyone at the hotel is listening and hearing your pain. Take as many gentle hugs as you need from the hotel. The littles are sending you their warm fuzzies as well. We are here for you.

Hotel Cris

[anderson]

(((Jewel Collection)))
We are sitting with you and all within. Those tears of healing hurt so much as the pain within comes to the surface. Please know that we are here. sitting and rocking until peace can be felt again.
Safee gentle hugs and fuzzies till then.

[michelle421]

(((sharon))) i am sorry you are hurting. i have struggled with words lately too. there are no words to explain the feelings we have sometimes. i think crying is ok. i'm sad that you are hurting, though.

lately i have felt that drawing or coloring or painting can help me when i dont have words to talk about or write about my feelings. if you like to do any of those things, maybe you can let your feelings out that way. experience the feeling. hopefully you can move on and the next feeling will be a little better.

take care.

[complic8d]

(((((((((Jewels)))))))))

I'm here for you. I know you have some upcoming plans for help, just hold on until then. Keep posting what you need and know you are in my thoughts.
Take extra good care!

[Fuzzybear]

(((((((((((((( Jewels ))))))))))))))