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Old May 12, 2010, 06:57 AM
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A trigger,a stupid trigger a minute a go. Feelings of worthlessness and I want to hide like I used to, behind the bushes. Have to protect her. It's like being chased with the knife again. I can escape cause I could run so fast. It gets so cold outside. she wants a coat but I dont have one.

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Old May 12, 2010, 09:03 AM
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(((Hippie)))

We are sitting here listening and sending safe hugs and warm fuzzies. Take care of yourself and know this feeling will pass. You are NOT worthless. My little Krista calls you the funny polar bear. She loves you! Thank you for feeling safe enough to share with us.

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Old May 12, 2010, 09:10 AM
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stay safe, we are worried for yall
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Old May 12, 2010, 02:10 PM
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Justdon'tknow and Stove14, I curled up and took a nap. Slept on and off all day so far. It's the only way to calm her. Piled on blankets. Wish I were a polar bear and could like the coldness. It seems it was always so cold especially at night. My T says its what a family scapegoat gets. Too far away to be hurt now but they still do in my head. sorry but I cry sorry
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Old May 12, 2010, 04:27 PM
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(((Hippie))))
Lets sit to gether as those with in try to find a safe place to be. Will you sit with us under the dream tree so that we may find safe dreams at night. we got our stuffies and blankets for all those with in.
Sending safe thought to all with in you from all of us ......
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Old May 12, 2010, 04:28 PM
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((((Hippie))))

Thank you for posting and for reaching out. I am so sorry you are feeling so afraid. Take a moment and breath and allow yourself to ground to where you are right now. Allow her to see that she is safe now. I know it is hard and things can trigger us without warning. Know that we are right here and listening. We hear you and we care. I am glad that she feels a littel calmer. Please keep posting and let us know hwo you are doing. Sending you gentle hugs and loving thoughts. Always.

dps
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Old May 13, 2010, 08:30 AM
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((((((((((((((((((Hippie)))))))))))))))))))) You can snuggle up to me and I'll help keep you warm. We will be safe together. I know how scary it can be. Know there are those here who care and are with you.

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Old May 13, 2010, 08:57 AM
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((((Hippie))))
I am wondering how you are today and sending you hugs,your avitar helps me smile.
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