[fadedspirit]

Hopefully one of my inner companions will read this later and fill me in. I woke up today not remembering any dreams or anything I did or things that happened from the previous day or two. Still, family just say I was acting a little odd or I spent the whole time in my room. Nothing has gotten done in the meantime, my room is a friggin mess and for some reason the lights, tv, and the computer and laptop were left on. My colleagues inside aren't talking, my visiting family isn't talking, and my parents aren't talking. It's kinda making me feel paranoid. Maybe I'm taking it all too seriously, but last time I lost total memory and time like that was when I had my carbon monoxide accident. Nothing has been written for 2 days so I know I couldn't have been awake during that time. Oh well, I'm kiinda deep in worrysome thought. Maybe someone else can help me deal.

[anderson]

((((((Fadedspirit)))))))
When we have alters coming out they tend to have solo time.
These times don't mean that all is bad but it does become hard when you have outsiders using black out times againts you. That does highten the fear of the unknown. Just know that we are here for you. Safe Hugs from all of us.

[justdontknow]

(((Fadedspirit)))

I have the same experiences sometimes as Anderson. When some of my alters are out, I don't have any memory of that time. It is getting better though as our communication inside gets better. Perhaps your alters need some time to recoup so they can tell you what happened. Sometimes my alters write in our "round table" journal to let me know what happened when they were out because they now know I don't have co-consciousness with them. Please take care of yourself and please do what you need to do to feel more at peace and safe. We are all sending you gentle hugs when appropriate.

Cris