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#1
May 10, 2010, 01:15 AM
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for ages i was doing better..starting to feel like i could do 'normal' things..
but the last few days ive been feeling out of control..there is commotion and business in my head..there is huge amounts of time loss and uncertainty.. co-conciousness seems to be my way of life.. im tired all the time..i hurt..the others hurt too..im trying trying trying to stop from switching all the time..trying to work it out..journal..talk it through..but im so tired..i just want this all to stop.
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today you are you..
that is truer then true.. there is no one alive.. that is youer then you. it's like im lost.. it's like im giving up slowly.. it's like you're a ghost that's haunting me.. leave me alone.. and i know these voices in my head.. are mine alone.. and i know i'll never change my ways.. if i dont give you up now. .i'm hooked on you.. i need a fix.. i cant take it.. just one more hit.. i promise i can deal with it.. i'll handle it.. quit it.. just one more time.. then thats it.. just a little bit more to get me through this.. |
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#2
May 10, 2010, 12:40 PM
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(((((((gemini.baby)))))))
We are sitting here with you. sending soft and gentle hugs from all of us to all within you. 
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Sometimes the only way to find freedom is to fight for it, even unto death! Because no form of abuse transcends pass it! To live free and with hope is still the greatest gift of life!- anderson .gif "Boy Angel")
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#3
May 10, 2010, 05:14 PM
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i am sorry you are hurting.
do whatever you can to take care of yourself. it sounds like you are trying. i think it's important to journal, and talking can help. i hope you can find some support here. try to think of many things you can do to release emotions... drawing, listening to music, writing, painting, walking, curling up with a nice blanket, even taking a nap sometimes can help. maybe something will help the commotion. stay strong. i believe in you. 
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#4
May 11, 2010, 04:08 AM
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today for the first time in 3 weeks i had to wear my glasses..
well technically 'my' glasses are really one of 'their' glasses.. his name is stitch..and he hurts so very much but he wont talk to anyone..the only way i can calm him is to self harm or to just sleep and sleep and sleep.. i just cant believe i had to wear my glasses..it means he was out enough to cause the headache.. gah.. im not making any sense..atleast i feel like im not.. i just feel like im babbling.. im a bit confused in the head tonight.
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today you are you..
that is truer then true.. there is no one alive.. that is youer then you. it's like im lost.. it's like im giving up slowly.. it's like you're a ghost that's haunting me.. leave me alone.. and i know these voices in my head.. are mine alone.. and i know i'll never change my ways.. if i dont give you up now. .i'm hooked on you.. i need a fix.. i cant take it.. just one more hit.. i promise i can deal with it.. i'll handle it.. quit it.. just one more time.. then thats it.. just a little bit more to get me through this.. |
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#5
May 11, 2010, 02:18 PM
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WE still sitting and rocking with you, geminibaby, it hurts when those within are in an up roar. we are listening to you all within.
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Sometimes the only way to find freedom is to fight for it, even unto death! Because no form of abuse transcends pass it! To live free and with hope is still the greatest gift of life!- anderson
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