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Jul 22, 2010, 10:31 AM
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We maybe making a mistake by letting others read this. Then again it probably doesn't matter.We just thought this was the best way to explain our being weird to others.
Twas not a moment of clarity Nor was there any luck, We walked out tall and proud And that's when I woke up. We live inside a world Much different than it was before, Where once a place of kindness lived I feel like such a *****. I hate the world for what's become A place of hate and personal fame For all this time I lived false hopes And only people are to blame. We lie so much inside ourself I really did go blind What hurts so much is what I've lived, So I chose to live outside of time. Once upon a lifetime, I was just a lad, Till I asked for help And my gray turned to morbid sad. The lights turned dark inside my world And I let the voices win, I never would survive If I hadn't shared the pain within. They say there is no pergatory, Yet here I stand as living proof, For those that always preach of hope Your words are what I am clinging to. I'll never lose the pain That's rooted in my soul For what becomes when innocence dies Is better left unknown. I'll take my leave, for I don't belong, My world's not here and now, But those I leave instead me Are much better than I could ever be. ELJ 7/22/2010 As this was being written, the shrunken heads, rage, little man, princess, and I (spirit) were locked inside a dark place. We were refused our voices and everything was like it didn't exist. It was very sobering and also scary, but what is written rings true. Not sure how to understand it fully yet, still trying to work through it. Anyway, we haven't been feeling "normal" and we're all pretty much in agreement that it shows to some extent. So, if we're around and maybe acting odd, please forgive us. Fadedspirit
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Jul 22, 2010, 08:44 PM
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(((((((((((((((((((((fs))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
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Jul 22, 2010, 09:31 PM
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(((((fadedspirit))))
ty so much for sharing jen
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Jul 23, 2010, 01:42 AM
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((((((((fadedspirit))))))))
we're here for you
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Jul 23, 2010, 02:13 AM
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Thank you fadedspirit! We are really glad you decided to share this.
 I am so sorry to hear you were locked away in a dark place. I am sure that was extremely frightening. I am very glad that you are trapped there no longer.  fadedspirit We really appreciate the way you are able to express yourself. ~Julia |
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