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Old Aug 16, 2005, 05:01 PM
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out picking blueberries and the rare quiet is disturbed by "what about the baby"? i ask, "what baby" voice says "baby Jennifer, our baby, she died to us too". 31 yrs ago this past april, our first baby died--premature, too tiny to breath on her own for longer than her first couple of breaths. someone holds more memory to this than i. someone made decisions i would not have made. someone is stirring it all up again--and T is away till late Fri.
not now i say--then when voice says, when are we going to be heard???
can't continue. maybe later.
w_i

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Old Aug 16, 2005, 05:07 PM
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revelations stink
Sad
Remembering Christopher, the baby who never was
Or was he
I will never be certain.
revelations stink
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Old Aug 16, 2005, 05:36 PM
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i'm so sorry about the baby... and about the stir up this is causing. i hope all of you know that you are welcome to come and talk to me whenever you feel like it. your T will be home soon.

(((((((((((((w_i))))))))))))))))

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Old Aug 17, 2005, 08:29 AM
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((((((((((((((((((((((LITTLE DEEDEE)))))))))))))))))))))))
((((((((LOOKING FOR A NEW NAME BIG DEEDEE))))))))
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