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out picking blueberries and the rare quiet is disturbed by "what about the baby"? i ask, "what baby" voice says "baby Jennifer, our baby, she died to us too". 31 yrs ago this past april, our first baby died--premature, too tiny to breath on her own for longer than her first couple of breaths. someone holds more memory to this than i. someone made decisions i would not have made. someone is stirring it all up again--and T is away till late Fri.
not now i say--then when voice says, when are we going to be heard??? can't continue. maybe later. w_i |
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![]() Sad Remembering Christopher, the baby who never was Or was he I will never be certain. ![]() elsie |
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i'm so sorry about the baby...
![]() (((((((((((((w_i)))))))))))))))) -shadow
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i tear my heart open i sew myself shut my weakness is that i care too much the scars remind me the past is real i tear my heart open just to feel ~Papa Roach |
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(((((((((((((((WI))))))))))))))))))))
((((((((((((((((((((VICKI)))))))))))))))))))))) ((((((((((((((((((((((LITTLE DEEDEE))))))))))))))))))))))) ((((((((LOOKING FOR A NEW NAME BIG DEEDEE)))))))) ![]() ![]() ![]()
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