[Hunny]

I discovered I needed you here on Dissociation Forum.

I didn't want to need you. I am not good at interpersonal inter-dependency with outsiders but am slowly learning that needing people in a healthy way is okay.

I re-discovered I need you still. I forgive myself for not wanting to need you, burning bridges, being stubborn, independent, know-it-all, ignorant and just plain mean.

I hope I can be more interdependent, respectful, open-minded, willing and kind by the grace of god and by looking ahead to all the goodness in store for me and all of you too.

This is most of us
(there is still a bit
of resistance within
goodness knows whose
trust is not working
but will try to find out)

Respectfully,
Hunny
The Hive

....in time Hunny....your time.....or Gods time.....and...in the meantime...still here.....and just hanging out.....passing time...

[purple_fins]

You are so lovely and always have been.

just the idea that you apologize shows what a great heart you have

glad you are back and I hope I am able to support you in the way that is needed.

Please be kind and understanding with self.

respectfully
fins

(((Hunny)))

[Gr3tta]

Welcome back Hunny! We are glad you need us, and hopefully want us.

[jen29]

((((Hunny))))

you in our thoughts and prayers

[sick]

just want to say hi and glad you are back and how kind you are take care

[Gus1234U]

dear Hunny,,, i noticed your absence, and i noticed your return, because you are one of those special people , who are noticed~,,,, welcome back,,, we need to be needed,, too Gus

[Nupoet64]

(((((Hunny)))))...

[carinacan]

welcome back

[pegasus]

Pretty normal for DIDers to push people away, don't beat yourself up about it.

You are loved! (((((((((( Hunny ))))))))))

[Hunny]

(((You munchkins!)))

(((You are all))) cared about too, sometimes with more strength and ability on my part than at other times as you have experienced.

((((You are all)))) inspirational and some of the best people on this planet! You sure know how to extend a hand of forgiveness and care, filling us with hope by giving us a drink of water of friendship, understanding and love.

(((You all))) know the story of the rough stones rubbing up against each other, well, I feel you are smoothing me out as I hope I am helping you smooth out too.

Persevering in gently going forward,
Hunny

[eskielover]

(((((Hunny))))),

It's wonderful when God leads us (back) to what we really need in our life & allows us to recognize it. It's important to have a place where we feel safe & accepted.

Sometimes it takes not having something that is important to us in our life for God to show us how important it is for us & how important the people actually are in our life.....may your walk be blessed by those around you & may you bless them in return.

[Fuzzybear]

((((((((((((( Hunny )))))))))))))

[Crew]

((((((((((((((((((((Hunny)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

no matter how hard you try you can't push DIDers away, we 2nd whoever said that earlier.

Forgiveness is something we offer other yet we can't seem to forgive ourselves.
Crew

[krazy_phoenix]

(((((((((hunny)))))))))) - I feel I should be apologising to you! You have been of such support to me, particularly in the first half of the year. I haven't been able to be here much since then (v busy with new baby & two other irl littles + wheels falling off my runaway-carriage life) and so have been unable to return the support to you. I am glad you are still here, you are always in my thoughts.
Hoping your ride gets smoother,
kp

[Hunny]

Originally Posted by pegasus

Pretty normal for DIDers to push people away, don't beat yourself up about it.

You are loved! (((((((((( Hunny ))))))))))

Thanks Pegaus, it is sometimes true.

When I wrapped-up last season (last spring before summer) of therapy and a part came foward near the end of that season that we hadn't seen out for some time it was indeed rather confusing.

A point of view all of us did not agree on, or at least needed more time to discuss within came forward and so it never hurts to do a general apology, even though she may not be so sorry, a formerly great protector. In the meantime the new season of therapy has begun and we will continue to ----> go forward.

I am so grateful you understand and have been through this too.

Cheers,
Hunny

[Miracle1986]

(((Hunny)))

[anderson]

((((HUNNY))))
Just know that you are wanted by all of us too.
We too are like a yo-yo but we do enjoy seeing you here and value the words you share.

[Nupoet64]

(((((Hunny)))))...We are here for you and enjoy the rays of sunshine you bring adn pray you are gettign stronger and finding some calm. No need for apology....we cannot control everything....
Glad to see you.....

[Crew]

(((((((((Hunny))))))))))) you so btw and no sorries cause you are
an
awesome person that gives and gives and gives and gives to others in need.

Please know we care and we have a good ear to listen if you ever need to talk, :rant: , , we will be there to give you ice after you

We hope you are feeling better ((((((((Hunny)))))))))

You are an inspiration to me and we thank you for YOU!

Your good true friend,
Crew

[justdontknow]

((((Hunny))))

I am glad that you are back here. We took a time out too. I am glad that you are here because you know what I have been through because you have been there. I draw strength from you (I hope that's ok) and appreciate your presence here. I am indeed grateful for all the advise and encouragement you have given me and others here in the Hotel. You are great Hunny and I hope you recognize that. Hugs from all of us here.

Cris from the Hotel

[Hunny]

Just skipping 'n' jumpin' along...