[invisigirl]

I've noticed a lot over the past couple years that I feel like more than one person. Not necessarily like completely different people, but my moods and attitudes can vary so greatly from day to day, hour to hour, that I feel almost like a different person.

I started noticing it more when my husband described some of his bipolar symptoms the same way.

But it's not just my mood. It's my whole attitude, outlook, behavior, reactions.. everything. And sometimes I think today about how I felt - who I was - yesterday, and it really confuses me. I feel like an idiot sometimes for the things I let myself believe and the paths that my thoughts take sometimes. I can hardly recognize myself sometimes. And sometimes the details get really fuzzy, or are missing altogether, too.

It's very creepy.

[justdontknow]

Invisigirl,

Thank you for feeling safe enough to post this. It is difficult when you don't know what you are feeling or what you are going through. Just know that you are safe here and we are listening.

Cris and the Hotel

[invisigirl]

Thank you, Cris.

[Miracle1986]

(((invisigirl)))
do you have a T you can talk to about your experiences?

[Nupoet64]

(((((Invisgirl)))))...we can totally relate. T is a great idea too. It is not easy. Many hugs and support..

[invisigirl]

I do have a T. Only have had one appointment so far.. was supposed to go Monday but it got pushed out to next Wed because she had a sick child. Not sure if I will bring it up with her.. not even sure how to.