[anderson]

Those within are finely coming to terms that we can not go back to the time when we felt safe and had fun with our old friends. Those within are still crying but the truth is that we can no longer look at them and not remember the pain that we had endured and that no matter how hard we tride to get them to hear us they would not listen to us.
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We finely got some real people that have liste to us and have spent time with us. As a whole not a novalllty that should be lyed to just to keep from hurting our selfs but as a person that has value.
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We are going slowly but to be able to see a change in those around me its so . . . .
For the last three years I have felt like eeyor. the only thing constant was the pain and the abuse . .. . .
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Now I am meeting new people that are listening to us. . .
Sasha is even letting us know that we are safe and the new people are even encouraging us to keep her with us. she may not be fully trained but she is allowing us to be able to meet people and stand our ground more.
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Its hard we feel sad and greatfull all at the same time.

[Hunny]

((((Anderson))))


I let out my panic thought and felt very for a moment today then remembered I'm doing all I can and the best I can and what more can we do?

Here's to long tall drinks of fresh water and much beautiful nature

[Porcelain_doll_2004]

Sitting with you. Sending safe hugs!

[BlackSheep17]

I'm sorry it has been such a hard day for all of you. Well, I know it's been hard for more than a day, but I know this day has been especially difficult.

I'm glad you have some people who are safe and are listening now. It's so hard to open up, huh? I know.

Sending you safe hugs and that tomorrow will be more hope for you.

By the way, I like your quote on your signature line.

[Hiding]

Take things one day at a time. We completely understand feeling mixed up with different emotions.. which is especially difficult when certain ones are not used to other emotions-- example.. Sadie deals with anger but she massively struggles when she occasionally feels sad because she has no clue how to deal with or handle it.

Hang in there,Anderson, things will get better.
Karma

((((( safe hugs )))))

[anderson]

Thank you all!
its hard cause we finely did sit down to find out what was the common factor of the littles taken over and wanting to run. It was not just the ones that hurt us but the very people that we wanted to be friends with again.
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It sucks because we now feel that those that lied and hurt us have won. But if we can not even be in the same room without parts reacting then it is time to let go.
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One of our new friends asked us how we are feeling after we ran into a person that we thought we could trust. We told him after all this time we are finely getting comfrotable in ouor own skin again I don't want to go back to the way it has been in the past. Now to get the mential health out of our life so that we truely have the two major factors out of our lives for Good.
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In truth we still have parts asking if the new people in our life is going to act like the old crew . . . . I guess that is going to take one day at a time.
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but . to those here