[shoez]

Right now ..im not sure if this is an alter or whats wrong with me (I dont even know if I have DID) what I do know..(and all may know frmo my last post) that I have a lot of different sides to my personality...

Right now, I have this outgoing side thats almost boyish...its really loud and doesnt care what people think, does what they want when they want without worrying all the time about other people. If my mom calls me a name it doesnt care it doesnt affect it, and likes to skateboard and makes friends with pretty much anyone, really outgoing, not scared of relationships. goes on rollercoasters, doesnt freak out over dumb things

I wish this part of me can stay....I worry that maybe tomorrow i might change or something....
Does anyone else ever feel like this?

[wanttoheal]

Hi Shoes, welcome.

If you are aware of this aspect of yourself and know when you are like that, it seems like you could continue to be like this, but I don't know for sure.

Perhaps you are reacting/acting this way to cope with what's going on in your life right now. If that works for you, then maybe you will be able to maintain it.

Best of luck to you on your journey.

[WePow]

Start keeping a log of this side of yourself. Even if you has dissociation, it is always YOU. Learn how to communicate with that side of who you are. That side of you is there to protect you and help.

[Omers]

Yes. Integration is not my goal in healing. We work towards our highest possible level of functioning.