[Elysium]

Aargh!!!

ANPs, EP's, Tertiary Structural Dissociation, negative and positive symptoms, psychoform dissociative symptoms, somatoform dissociative symptoms........

My head is spinning!!

It all makes sense....but it's all just a jumbled mess of....I don't know what?

(Crchh-kchhh) "Come in ANP1....this is ANP5....Can you hear me? EP12 has been activated and all hell is breaking loose!! ANP6 is in hiding and the rest of the EP's are talking about storming the Castle gates!! ANP1...Come in ANP1...." (Crchh_kchhh)

Ugh!!! I'm !!

[Omers]

A lot of people I know with DID are going through similar head spinning stuff with their DID too, myself included. Hang in there! Remember everyone was created to help you be as safe and functional as possible.

[Crew]

(((((Elysuim))))))

were here if you need to talk.... know were thinking of you guys and wishing you all well............................ and safe Crew

[Elysium]

Feeling better tonight.

Sometimes I think that if I read research articles on DID and I try to over-educate myself about it that I'll reach a deeper understanding about how I became multiple. Really...? We already have that answer, given how we were brought up...but, don't know...just always looking for something more to explain.

I guess sometimes I don't feel like what I lived through is enough......even though I know it was more than enough. So I start reading, and I get overwhelmed and it kind of becomes almost like TMI, you know? Like, I really didn't need to know all that.

As difficult as it is to understand DID on a personal and emotional level, it can be just as difficult to understand it from a more clinical perspective.

Sometimes I still don't believe it is real. Sometimes I think I'm just crazy. My T says this is normal and that it is denial that comes from selective parts who utilize the denial for protection.

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!

[Hunny]

((((((Elysium))))))

You are doing so 'well'! Keep up the good work.

I just read to feel normal but it can send me down rabbit trails sometimes.

You deserve to have some clarity of thought but mostly you are just great for working at getting better!



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[krazy_phoenix]

Thinking of you Elysium... ((((((Elysium))))))

In a rabbit hole of my own at mo.

Hope you manage to hop out of yours soon.

kp

[Gr3tta]

Thanks to Elysium for the sharing. we sometimesing knowing other people go dthrought bad and not the same as us. mad that we didn't do better do something instead of being all of us but is waste of energy. we did what we did.